Chosen just to be Rejected (by Jennifer Francis) novel Chapter 106

Part 9 Death and Clanification Part 9 : Death and Clarification Parker Annette was going to keep Belladonna sedated for at least 24 hours ; to help with the healing process , he stood looking down at her .

Shed been through a lot , she had died on that surgical bed after the removal of Freya , and he wondered if those nightmares shed been having were about this very thing ; the removal of Freya from her .

He also wondered if Belladonna understood that Freya was in fact Selenas wolf , and that was why shed never lost a single she wolf or pup in her lifetime , because Freya could simply will them to stay alive .

He didnt know and wondered if Belladonna knew .

There was no mention of Citron Wolves being able to do what she did to save she wolves and their pups .

Though that book on Citron wolves only talked of the fertility of her wolf , and how she was used by others , what if no one realized there was more to her .

Bella had told him she had to stay for Bridgits pregnancy and be there to deliver the pups .

It was likely that with the other use of the Citron wolf being clear , this particular thing could have been overlooked .

Something never noticed about them , due to only selling them on a super moon , one night in certain packs and then them being moving on to the next pack , or returned to the home pack to wait for the next super moon .

This ability to save the lives of she wolves and pups being delivered ; it could have been missed entirely .

He walked from the pack hospital .

It was morning , and he had to go and talk to Whitney and Milly about what had actually gone on , not a task he relished doing , but now that she was out of surgery and stable , it was time .

Theyd not long woken up themselves had slept through everything thankfully .

But he couldnt continue to say nothing , it had been all night , and they knew she was in the hospital , just not the real reason for it .

He knew that both Whit and Milly would want to see her and , likely before breakfast , or come and have breakfast with her .

That was their normal .

Shannon had told him Whit was awake and a bit on the anxious side .

Milly was up and doing okay , but their son thought something was wrong , that Whit kept looking at him .

The boy wasnt so blind to the things that went on around him .

Though he hadnt said anything .

because Milly was right there .

He stepped into the Gamma suite where everyone was and Whit not only looked up at him but at the clothes he was wearing , and then , a little surprisingly , at his neck .

It seemed Whit didnt know what was going on but had his own thoughts on the matter .

From what hed just seen , Part Death and Clarification he thought that maybe he and his mother had marked and mated .

He stated , motioning for him to come out into the hallway .

He saw the boy look at Milly .

Just you for the moment .

He stated quietly , trying not to draw Millys undivided .

attention .

She was only four and playing happily with Shannons son right that minute .

She was too young to understand , and he knew how shed become part of their family , and didnt want to stress her out or get scared and feel like she was losing another mother .

He closed the door and even as he turned to look at Whit , the boy asked Mum ? In the pack hospital and fully sedated , Parker stated .

There is more though … something happened to Freya .

He sighed .

I wont lie to you Whitney , youre old enough to understand … Freya is no longer bound to your mother , is in fact gone from her completely .

Selena took her back then ? Whit murmured .

Howd you know that ? Parker asked right back , surprised the boy knew the truth .

I dreamed it … or … maybe not a dream .

Selena spoke to me , told me mum had to be reborn .

I didnt understand that really .

He looked up at Parker .

She is alive ? he asked .

Yes , he nodded .

The reborn , I understand that .

She died before my very eyes .

In the pack hospital , Annette restarted her heart and I gave her blood to help .

Shes in the Luna Medical Suite for now .

He saw it , fear touch his boy at his words , as he learned the truth of the nights events .

That his own mother had actually died and been brought back .

He knelt down and reached out and hugged Whit to him , as he saw tears well up and spill over , and down his sons cheeks Its going to be alright Whit .

He murmured reassuringly as his son cried .

Parker knelt there and let him cry for as long as he needed to .

It was a lot to take in and deal with , why hed not told him last night and let him feel like this , for the length of time it took for the surgery to be completed .

It had been hard enough on himself he couldnt imagine how the boy or Milly would feel about it .

Or try and cope for that long .

Ill take you and Milly down to the pack hospital soon , to see her .

he spoke gently after Whit settled I didnt want Milly to be so scared she reverts back to how she was before becoming your sister … You know her better than I do .

What do you think is the best way to tell her ? Ill do it , of course .

Whit nodded .

Told me , to see what I think about staying here for three solid months .

And ? Parker asked now .

Hed not known theyd had that conversation .

It was obviously just between the two of them .

Its not in me anymore than it is mum , to let that happen .

I told her it was alright to stay here … She always puts me first .

He sighed .

Because she loves you Whit , wants you to be happy .

Parker nodded .

She never put herself first .

But what if that means shes not happy ? Whit sighed .

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I understand that , Parker stated , and unfortunately he did .

Freya had asked Belladonna to stay and if Belladonna understood who Freya actually belonged to , how could she say no ? Her whole life was just her doing what others wanted , not her having a say .

It seemed that a part of her destiny was to never have a say in her own life .

Wolves of Destiny were created for one reason or another by their Goddess and did her will or bidding , he supposed .

So , their lives were never easy or likely their own .

Belladonna was a child of a Wolf of Desitny , maybe one herself that was yet to be fully seen .

Had the bloodline traits of one , was effect by it .

All he could do was give her choices and hope that one day he would be one of those choices she made all by herself .

She knew she could trust him , and he believed that she did trust him , so that was a good start .

Though how she was going to feel when she woke up tomorrow morning was unknown to him .

Her not having Freya in any capacity at all , and that flood of emotions she was still dealing with , could still see her be fully overwhelming for her .

All any of them could do was support her and give her time to adjust to having all those emotions .

She was now going to be able to feel in full force without Freya there at all , something he now understood was why shed never felt anything in her entire life .

Not just the years theyd spent together .

A by that Luna and her in of Though he also wondered if Freya did that to her on purpose , so she could ignore the pain of not being loved by her own father , not being wanted and In dealing with being sent to him , and becoming his chosen mate , shed not fought against any of it , accepted it just like that .

Something unusual for any she wolf , but if she had no emotions she wouldnt really care about it either , so i mosied on through her life with whatever was thrown at her , just accepted it all uncaringly he supposed