Ex-Husband's Regret (Ava and Rowan) novel Chapter 156

Chapter 0156

Rowan

Fuck! I watch as Ava flees from the shop. I want to follow her, but I know that I’ve messed up big time.

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I saw the panic in her eyes, but it was like I was in a trance. My mind shut down completely when I saw

her almost n*ked b*dy.

I didn’t realize that I had moved or that I had cornered her. It wasn’t until she pushed me away that I

realized what I was about to do.

She was my wife for F***s sake, but she has never affected me on this level. I’ve seen her n*ked

countless times yet this time it was different. I couldn’t F***ing explain it, but it was. It was like I was

seeing her for the first time.

Our S** life was good, but I had always held back. I still loved Emma back then and every time I sough Intimacy from Ava, I felt like I was betraying Emma.

It was the hardest at the beginning of our marriage. I drowned in guilt each time I touched Ava. Always drinking myself stupid after we were done. After, I learnt to ignore the guilt. Learned to push it back so my b*dy can get what it needs.

Even though I didn’t love, Ava, I couldn’t cheat. After watching my parents, I took marriage and my vows seriously. I had countless of opportunities, but I couldn’t have brought myself to do it even if I wanted to.

I run my hand through my hair. Grabbing the strands in frustration: The intensity at which I’d wanted Ava a few minutes ago almost brought me to my knees.

I couldn’t get the image of her S**y little b*dy out of my F***ing mind. Or the image I had of moving her panties to the side and sinking inside her warm heat.

I hadn’t even seen her whole b*dy yet I was F***ing hard. Harder than I’ve ever been my entire F***ing life. The whole thing just confused me and scared the crap out of me. it

Cursing again, I leave the room. The need to escape filling my bones. I was not only trying to escape the memories, but also the need that had taken every inch of my b*dy.

I usually don’t shop in malls. I have everything custom made by an exclusive designer. Mom had bought some toy for Noah online and she’d wanted me to pick it up for her.

never expected to see Ava. I saw her just as I was about to pull off the parking lot. She looked nervous and shifty, so I decided to follow her, because I was curious on what would make her that nervous.

Part of me wishes I hadn’t because now I’m F***ing sure she’ll want to distance herself even more.

Getting into my car, I drive off. Heading towards my parent’s house.

I was wound up so tight that it was barely hard to breathe. Everything inside me was colled and I still couldn’t get the damn image of Ava out of my mind.

ago.

[Rowan Wood caught on camera with ex–wife Ava Sharp while entering a morn and baby shop. Could the divorced couple be expecting their second child? Stay tuned as we gather more information on whether Ava is truly pregnant and if she is, when it happened given they’ve been divorced for months]

I curse. My hands folding into fists.

From what I know, only four people knew that Ava was pregnant. She was going to lose it when she finds out about the article.

place mom’s phone down and take my own. Dialing the number of my one of my contacts in the