Ex-Husband's Regret (Ava and Rowan) novel Chapter 187

Chapter 0187

Rowan.

I stare at the door, wondering what the hell I was doing here. I should give Ava her space, but F*** it. I can’t seem to stay away from her. I’m drawn to her in a way I can’t F***ing explain.

Knocking, I wait rather impatiently for the door to be opened. A minute later, the door opens revealing

Noah.

“Dad” he throws himself at him and I catch him. “I thought I would have to wait till Saturday to see you”

I hug him close to me. Feeling myself relax and melt. “Hey buddy”

How could I ever have hated Ava? I wonder. She gave me the best gift when she gave birth to Noah. I should have appreciated her then instead of punishing her. The night I thought was the worst night of my

life, brought about the best gift I could have gotten.

I didn’t see it then because I had my head so up my ass I couldn’t see straight. My eyes are opened now. I see it so F***ing clearly. Ava was right. I used to regret that night not realizing that without that night.

happening, there wouldn’t be Noah and no matter what, I would never regret my son.

“Come in. Mom is in the shower. She said she needed to soak her tired, aching bones.” He informs me. I’m having my dinner and there is enough. You can have some if you haven’t eaten dinner yet”

He leads me into the kitchen. He gets on the stool and resumes eating after pointing to the food. I

shamelessly take a plate and pile food on it.

I didn’t appreciate it when we were married. Taking the small things for granted. I admit that I’ve missed

her cooking.

“So…Mom is a real catch” Noah begins making, me turn to him.

“Yes” I agree, not really sure where he was going with this.

“A lot of good looking guys want her…just a few days ago there was a man here who’d come to visit her. I

wonder who’ll get her as his wife” he says it so casually, but I see the smirk he is trying to hide.

“What man?”

I try to contain the jealousy, but it’s F***ing hard. The need to scream that Ava is mine is intense.

I don’t remember his nafne, but mom said that he was her new friend” the smirk is still in place as he say

that. He was scary looking but I liked him, now I don’t know who I like better for mom. Him or Unole Cal.

I glare at him, but he just chuckles

Fuck it. I know he was trying to make me jealous and I should let it go, but I can’t. I have never liked my

“The one among your many suitors” my voice turns hard. I was jealous and pissed off because I wanted

her to my F***ing self.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about or what he was talking about.” She sasses. “Could you just leave? It’s late at night and you shouldn’t be here

“And why is that? Is it so you can entertain one of the many men who Noah seems to think are interested In becoming your new husband” I growl.

I was pushing it. Pushing her, but I just didn’t care. Not when envy was boiling in my blood. Or bitterness was clouding my brain cells.

What is wrong with you? I don’t entertain any man” she whisper–shouts at me.

It doesn’t faze me as I walk closer to her.

Wrapping my hands around her waist, I bring her closer to me. I feel every inch of her b*dy. Her belly and her breast are pressed close to my chest and abs. I harden when I feel the hardened peaks of her breast.