Her Obsession (by Sheridan Hartin) novel Chapter 18

Trust Is A Loaded Gun.

Conner

I kept replaying that day in my fucking head. The bullet, the blood, the brains, the way those girls screamed and cried and begged for help. I remember looking around the room before I left Liam to tend to them. I remember it now, the split second that I saw one girl standing tall in the shadows, she was thin, bruised, bloodied, hair a mess, but she stood there in her underwear unblinking, unmoved by the death and chaos. I met her eyes for just a second and she didn’t flinch. She just stood there. That was her. Sage. Specter. The girl in the cage who wasn’t a victim. She had been working. My jaw clenched as 1 stared at her file again. My name. My men. Our routes. Timetables. Ops. All logged in brutal detail. I was classified as a yellow threat. A mid-level nuisance. Not worth top-level intervention. But her? She was a red. An asset. A weapon. A ghost trained from childhood under fucking Yakov. And now she’d gone rogue and handed her secrets to me.

“I didn’t stop her,” I muttered under my breath.

“What?” Nico asked, glancing up.

“That night. I saw her. I let her walk away.”

“You weren’t her target,” he said bluntly. “You’d be dead if you were.”

I shook my head. “It’s not that. She saw me. Back then. This wasn’t random. She’s been circling me for years.”

“And now she’s pulled you into her crosshairs,” Liam said grimly, clicking on the next set of data. “Or worse… someone else has.”

A ping lit up his screen. Two files. Side by side.

SPECTER – RED LEVEL THREAT – TERMINATION ORDER ACTIVE

CONNER O’NEILL – YELLOW LEVEL THREAT STATUS: ESCALATING

“Jesus,” I muttered, the chill sinking deep.

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MONITOR OR REMOVE

“She warned you,” Nico said. “Told you she’d bring heat. This is it.”

I stood, my chest tight. “They’ll come for her. For me. For all of us.”

“She knows,” Liam said. “That’s why she’s on her way.”

Is this why she’s kept her distance from me? In some sick way…I exhaled slowly, running a hand over my face as I looked back at the screen. At her file. At the woman who once stood barefoot in a cage and turned her back on me like I wasn’t worth remembering, only to spend the next five years watching my every move. She didn’t forget me and now, I sure as hell would never forget her.

I had my men work double time. Extra patrols. Bigger weapons. Lockdown protocol enacted by dusk. Anyone not on the inside? Gone. Shut out. We had to reset everything. Every run. Every shipment. Every drop point. I had Liam scrubbing our systems, Nico rewriting our encryption from the ground up, and Benny cross-referencing every goddamn face we’d ever done business with in the last two years. Only a few of my top men were cleared for new routes. Trusted lifers. Men I knew wouldn’t sell me out even with a gun to their mother’s head. The rest? Compartmentalized. On a need-to-know basis and most didn’t need to know a goddamn thing anymore. I could secure my home. My family. My people. But her? Sage. What the fuck did security even look like for someone like her? From what I knew about people like her, there was no security. No soft places. No safe houses. No family. They didn’t trust anyone. Didn’t have anyone. They were bred to be alone. Sharpened like knives and left to survive the fall. She probably didn’t even know what it felt like to be protected. To have someone else watch her six. No one ever would’ve come for her if something went wrong and something about that dug its claws in deep. I scrubbed a hand over my jaw and stared down at the map Liam had pulled up our new shipment routes, Dots and lines and color-coded zones, but all I could see was her. Where the fuck was she right now? Was she safe? She said she was coming back to me. Said she’d fix it. But how the hell do you fix a mark from a ghost syndicate that erases their own agents the second they step out of line? I paced the office like a caged animal, heart pounding harder than it should’ve. I didn’t do this. I didn’t worry like this. Not over women. Not over anyone who didn’t carry my last name or bleed for my crew. But she had bled. Maybe not for me, not yet. But she gave me her file. That wasn’t an accident. It was a line in the sand. A risk so great it made me sick to think about the weight of it. And now? That mark on her back had transferred to me. Anyone who looked at me sideways might have a bullet waiting for them in the dark. Hell, I might be the one catching it. She’d dragged me into her world and instead of being pissed, all I could think about was how to make sure she got out of it alive. I stopped pacing and slammed my hands down on the table, sending a cup crashing to the floor.

“She’s out there alone,” I muttered.

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Nico looked up from his laptop. “She’s not just some girl, Conner. She’s been out there alone her whole life.”

“Exactly,” I bit out. “And now every red-level threat hunter in Europe and the States is probably coming for her. Alone isn’t gonna cut it anymore.”

Liam leaned back, arms crossed. “So what do you want to do?”

I didn’t answer right away. Instead, I looked out the window into the compound yard. Armed guards pacing. Trucks being loaded with weapons. Drones buzzing overhead. All of this tightened, hardened, reinforced in under twenty-four hours. It was all for her and she didn’t even know it yet. I didn’t know what this was. What she was to me. But I knew this much, she’d lived too long with no one watching her back. Not anymore.

“I want her protected,” I said finally. “And I don’t care what it costs.”

Liam’s eyebrows shot up. “You want to assign her a tail? You do realise you’d have to actually catch her first and then to keep eyes on her would be a mission in itself.”

“She’ll gut him within five minutes,” Nico added dryly.

“I’ll figure something out,” I muttered. “But the second she walks back into my life, she stays in it. And this time, someone’s going to make damn sure she gets out alive.”

And maybe… maybe that someone was me.