Never a Substitute–1
Sebastian’s POV
I jolted awake, sunlight piercing directly into my face. I groaned in agony, my head pounding like someone was using it as a fucking drum.
Slowly, I realized I was in Damien’s house. This had always been our arrangement–I had a room at his place, and he had one at mine.
Groaning, I got up and walked to the bathroom. Turning on the shower, I stood under the water with my hands braced against the wall, trying to sort through my jumbled thoughts. I barely remembered what happened last night beyond the drinking. How the hell did I
even get here?
After realizing I loved Thea, I went straight to the club. I rarely got drunk. Since Leo’s
›irth, I’d promised myself I’d never get wasted again. Usually, one or two drinks were
nough. But yesterday, I really needed the alcohol. I desperately needed it.
The pain I felt had no antidote. No fucking cure. How do you deal with realizing you’re in ove with the woman you once hated? The same woman you spent seven years hurting?
sighed, stepping out of the shower feeling like I’d never been more of a mess.
fter getting dressed, I went downstairs to find Damien eating breakfast.
Where’s the housekeeper?” I asked.
She made breakfast and left. Said she wanted to get to the market early for fresh
egetables.”
How are you feeling?” Damien asked as I poured myself coffee.
Like I got hit by a truck.”
esterday’s realization made part of me want to rush back to her house immediately and :ll her. I would have done it if rationality hadn’t won out. It was too soon to tell her–she ouldn’t believe me anyway.
1 never been afraid before, but with this new realization, I was fucking terrified. Is this
Never a Substitute–1
I ignored it, tried not to let it affect me because I craved her. I followed her around like a fucking lost pup, begging for any attention she’d give me. Even the bitter kind, I accepted it because it was the only way to be near her.
those seven years?
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