Chasing His Wolfless Luna Back (Rayna Quinn) novel Chapter 263

Sebastian’s POV

The date had been fucking perfect. If it were up to me, it would’ve never ended. Every moment with Thea felt like heaven, and I only wished I’d done this sooner.

Honestly, I couldn’t understand why I’d never given myself a chance to be happy with Thea. The thought that we could have been this happy all these years if I’d just let go of Aurora had been haunting me.

I was starting to believe Damien was right. Love doesn’t just appear suddenly. Like he said, I think I’d always loved Thea deep down; I just let my guilt over hurting Aurora consume me. I stubbornly clung to Aurora because I was used to being in control of everything, and marrying Thea and being with her felt like something out of my control.

I also thought that allowing my feelings for Thea to grow would be a betrayal of my love for Aurora. What I didn’t realize then was that love had died a long time ago.

With a sigh, I stripped off my clothes and stepped into the shower.

I didn’t know how much longer I could hold out. Thea was slowly breaking my resolve. I didn’t want to touch her until she knew everything, until I knew her love for me was rock solid.

Yet every day, maintaining my resolve was becoming more and more difficult. Every time we kissed, every time she touched me, every time I woke up with her body pressed against mine in the morning, it was pure torture.

More than once or twice, I’d almost given in and taken her the way both I and Orion wanted. What stopped me was knowing deep down that if I did this before she understood everything, before her love for me was rekindled, she would end up hating me. I couldn’t risk that. I couldn’t bear it.

Pushing those thoughts aside, I focused on the current problem. My cock was painfully hard. I’d jerked off more in these past few months than I had as a fucking teenager.

Gripping my throbbing member, I closed my eyes and imagined Thea in that sexy dress she’d worn tonight. I imagined ripping it off her, admiring her delicious body.

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She wasn’t wearing a bra, and my mouth sucked and licked her nipples while my hand moved down to her panties. I slipped my hand inside, finding her wet and ready.

“Fuck,” I groaned as I inserted one finger, then two.

She moaned as I finger–fucked her, begging me not to stop. Her juices dripped down my fingers, coating my hand. I rubbed her clit, watching her head fall back. Pure pleasure was evident on her face, a small smile playing on her lips.

I pumped harder, loving the way she moaned my name. Each sound sent pleasure through me. She came, her walls clenching tightly around my fingers. Watching her orgasm pushed me over the edge, bringing me to my own release.

I pulled my fingers out and licked her juices off them. She watched me with wide eyes, both seductive and innocent.

I crawled on top of her, kissing her until we were both fucking breathless. Pulling away, I looked at her, wanting to see her reaction when I entered her. I positioned my hardness at her entrance, anticipation making me feel like an eager teenager. Just as I was finally about to enter her, a small cry pulled me from my fantasy.

I turned toward the door, and my heart stopped beating. Disregarding everything, I rushed toward her. Thea was collapsed by the door, appearing to be in immense pain.

“Thea?” I called to her, but got no response.

Grabbing a towel, I quickly wrapped it around my waist, then focused on her. Her eyes were closed; tears streamed down her face, and what broke my heart most was the pained expression on that beautiful face.

“What’s wrong, darling?” I asked.

I put my hand on her shoulder to shake her gently, but she reacted violently.

“Don’t fucking touch me!” she screamed, crawling away from me.

I stared at her in shock. What the hell happened? She was fine just moments ago, and now she didn’t want me to touch her.

“Thea…”

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Chapter 269

“Stay away from me, you asshole!” Her eyes were filled with bitterness and hatred, reminding me of how she looked before her memory loss.

My heart stopped, terrified that she had remembered everything.

“Tell me what’s wrong, Thea; I can’t help you if I don’t know what’s happening,” I pleaded

with her.

More tears continued to fall down her face. Pain and hurt clouded her eyes. Seeing her like this literally broke my heart.

“I had a memory,” she began, then laughed maniacally. “You know, I wanted to have sex with you; I wanted to sleep with you; I even convinced myself to come talk to you about it because I wanted you so badly. When I saw you masturbating in the shower, I wanted to join you. I even imagined giving you a blowjob and you cumming on my chest.”

I frowned but remained silent. Something told me things had gone terribly wrong.

wouldn’t like what she was about to say.

I

“Here I am, hot for you, longing for you, and my mind had to remind me of some things you said,” she sobbed. “Do you want to know what it was?”

I didn’t want to know, because I knew it would destroy the little progress we’d made, but I nodded anyway.

“Every time I was inside you, I imagined Aurora. Every time I finished, it was her face I saw,” she told me, her voice choked. “Ring any bells?”

My blood froze instantly as she recalled those words. Those words I’d deliberately said to hurt her, to get back at her for hurting Aurora.

“Funny how I’m hot for you now, and in reality, you don’t really want me. I was just a whore, used as a substitute. If you didn’t want me, why did you sleep with me, Sebastian? You could have gotten a mistress; it would have hurt, but I would have preferred that over being used as a tool to satisfy.your desire for Aurora.”

I knew those words would come back to bite me, but I’d been so angry when I’d yelled those things at her, and I only realized what I’d said when it was too late and I couldn’t

take it back.

“Then what was it like? Weren’t those your words? Didn’t you say them? I never held a gun to your head and forced you to sleep with me. When we got married, I never expected us to have a sexual relationship, I told you that. It was you who always came to me. It was you who sought me out. If you knew you didn’t want me, why did you sleep with me? Why use me? Why degrade me like that? You should have just left me alone, Sebastian.”

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