In My Desperate Time novel Chapter 146

This voice…

What a small world! How can I meet him in the Gynecology Clinic?

It's all because of him that I've suffered such unspeakable pain. Why does he stop me from seeing a doctor?

I am still angry about what he did to me yesterday, now Frances Louis prevents me from seeing a doctor, I couldn't hold back my anger.

I quickly get out of the bed, stare at him angrily and say, “Frances Louis, have you been stalking me?!”

It is the only possibility I could think of.

The doctor stops checking, too, leans against the wall, stares at us like watching a good show.

“I'm stalking you?” Frances Louis raises an eyebrow.

“Or what? You're a man, why would a man come to Gynecology Clinic?” I continue to question him.

Thinking that Frances Louis catches me seeing a gynecologist, I am so ashamed and annoyed. I just want to hide under the bed.

Instead of getting angry, Frances Louis smiles and walks towards me, step by step.

His shoes step on the ground, making a rattling sound, like stepping on my heart, which makes me nervous.

This is a hospital, in public, he won’t do anything to me, will he?

“You...do you really have gynecopathy? Right, someone who has a promiscuous sex life like you must catch some dirty disease.” I want to speak to ease my nervousness, but I stammer.

“Even if I have a promiscuous sex life, it is with you.”

He says with a light smile in my ear.

As the scene from last night replays in my mind, I feel ashamed and glare at him angrily, scolding him, “You jerk!”

“All right! If you want to flirt, get out. This is a place for patients.” The doctor couldn't stand, sits back in his seat and asked Frances Louis, “What’s the matter, Mr. Louis?”

I freeze.

Frances Louis is here to see this doctor? So, I thought too much?

I stand there awkwardly, don’t know whether I should leave or stay.

“I'm here to get some Tocolysis,” Frances Louis says lightly.

Tocolysis?

Is it for the previous pregnant woman?

An unspeakable bitterness fills my heart.

I pretend to be calm and get my medicine. When I walk past him, he gets up and follows me.

As I walk out the door, I find that Frances Louis’s car is parked right outside.

“Get in the car.”

He opens the backseat door and says to me coldly.

I pretend not to hear him and walk past him, but he pulls me back, pushes me into the car, and slams the door.

My private part feels pain and I have trouble moving quickly. By the time I am about to open the door, he has quickly started the car and drives at breakneck speed.

I cherish my life and I wouldn't be stupid to jump out of the car.

It's just that the lacerations make it hard for me to sit or stand.

“If you're uncomfortable, lie on your stomach.”

Well, thanks to you, I am uncomfortable!

I give Frances Louis a stern stare. I didn't want to do as he said, but eventually I give in.

I don’t want to abuse my body because of an animal!