Inferno Demon Riders MC: My Five Obsessed Bullies (by Kj) novel Chapter 116

116: Surprise Visits

!!!! **** WARNING! THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS MATERIALS THAT SOME READERS MAY FIND DISTRESSING! SUCH AS TALK OF ABUSE, VIOLENCE, SE.XUAL ABUSE, AND MENTAL ABUSE! READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED! **** !!!!

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Blythe’s P.O.V.

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Flashback: Age, 20 ~ About six months later

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Well, Sean was right. Daniel never came back that night. I woke up the next morning to Sean slipping out of my bed. Thankfully, he remembered to set an alarm on his phone to make sure he was gone before anyone came to get me. I couldn’t believe we’d gotten away with it.

And that was all I thought about as I got ready. As I was primped, primed, and dressed up, my mind was on the night before. I think that was the night I really started to fall for Sean. At least, a little bit. I wasn’t sure if it was the act of rebellion, or that Sean was just so confident about not getting caught. Something about him that night made my heart feel fuller than it has in years.

While we were married, Sean and I just stared at each other while the minister spoke. Like we were hiding a little secret from everyone else. And we were. It felt so thrilling and freeing all at the same time. Sean had really given me so much. I owed him a great deal.

Which is why I’ve tried not to make any waves since we’ve been married. And it’s been… hard. At least, it’s getting harder.

Sean is a very important man. I already knew that he had money and power. I just never realized how truly busy he is between all of our scheduled dates.

Sean works from 8 in the morning until sometimes 10 at night. There’s been more times than not that he’s home for dinner though. If he’s not, he makes sure to have breakfast with me the next day. He tries, really. He’s just so busy.

My least favorite times are when Sean goes out of town on business trips. It happens at least once a month. He’ll take off very last minute and be gone for three or four days. He always comes home with gifts, but I miss him when he’s gone.

Honestly, I don’t think I love Sean any more than I did the day we married. I have so much love

for him, but I don’t think I’m in love with him. I hate that, but I will spend my entire life making him feel like I love him, like he’s the only one who has my heart. Because he deserves it. No one deserves me more than Sean. Especially not any bikers.

Sean is still my best friend though. I tell him everything. He takes care of me. I trust him with my life. I love him so much for everything he’s done for me. I miss him so much when he’s

gone.

It might help if I made friends with the neighbors or something, but I haven’t. There was one time I talked to a sweet old lady next door, but Sean wasn’t very happy about it. He said that she gossips a lot and lies to the other neighbors. I didn’t try going out or talking to anyone again after that. I didn’t want to make Sean mad.

The only other person I talk to or see is Maria. She’s the housekeeper. She’s old enough to be our mother and does everything around here. Of course, I help, because there’s no way I could just sit and watch her do everything. Sometimes I even cook dinner for all of us. She makes this big house less lonely.

Sean had this house ready to go for us the night we were married. We came here, he showed me around, we screwed in every single room, and the next morning we were on a plane to the Bahamas. We spent two weeks there on a private part of one of the islands. It was perfect. No one else to bother us. We had se.x on the beach and in the ocean. It was a dream.

It was a bit hard for me to settle in once we got back though. We were so close to Silent Divine that it left me feeling uneasy. We were still a good hour or two away, but I wanted to be across the damn country. It just wasn’t feasible with Sean’s job.

My husband noticed though. Sean asked me if I wanted to talk to my mom, maybe go and see her. He asked me if I wanted to get a job, or go back to school. He wanted me to know that I could do whatever I wanted.

However, we weren’t just close to Silent Divine, we also weren’t that far from the Inferno’s Demon Riders clubhouse either. I wasn’t sure what the chances were of me running into anyone, but I didn’t want to risk it. I was much more broken than I originally thought. I was afraid to leave my own home. Thankfully, Sean was so supportive.

Which is exactly why I’ve been trying to face my fears lately. Maria has been helping me, and we’ve been keeping it a secret from Sean. I’ve been stepping out more, going to the grocery store with Maria or running errands with her. I always wear a disguise like a famous person, but hey, it helps.

Today is the day that I finally surprise my husband though. After a year of negotiating with my father, and half a year of dealing with my trauma, I finally get to show him how strong I can be. That I can be someone worthy of Sean and his status. Maybe his parents will be

proud too. I know they like me, but I’ve always felt like they think of me as… Well, as dumb. Like I’m a complete idi.ot or something. Not that they know anything about my past. Sean promised he didn’t tell them.

All of that aside, I’m doing it. Right now. I’m only taking Sean some lunch, hoping we can eat together. Maria and I made it together, and then I took a cab over to Sean’s office. I was nervous, extremely so. I’d only been here a handful of times before. Always with Sean and usually much later in the day when barely anyone was left.

I remembered my way around though, so I carefully headed in the direction of Sean’s office. I was a little surprised that no one had stopped to ask who I was, but maybe they knew already? Or maybe I’m just that invisible?

I made it to the floor Sean’s office is on without being stopped. The floor was quiet though, not a peep to be heard. I wonder if everyone was at lunch or in a meeting. Sean’s assistant’s desk was empty. I glanced at it though, taking note that he had a female assistant. Which I found strange… I thought that Sean’s assistant was a man?

The photo of two girls, definitely sisters on the desk, told a different story though. Along with all the cutesy stuff. And the perfume clinging to the area.

That’s… odd.

Choosing to ignore it and ask Sean about it later, I walked into his office. The door was open, and I saw no point of waiting outside near his assistant’s desk. His office looked exactly how I remembered it. I sat on the couch in the corner to wait. Something tucked into the cushions caught my attention. It was some kind of brightly colored fabric. I grabbed it between my fingers and plucked it out.

And I really wish I hadn’t.

The color drained from my face as I realized what it was. Women’s underwear. A thong. A bright pink thong.

What the hell is this doing in here? In Sean’s office? Who’s is it? What explanation could there be? Is Sean… cheating on me?

No. That can’t be right. There’s no way. Sean wouldn’t do that to me. He loves me.

Does he? I mean, he had to freaking buy me. Literally. Was that out of love or guilt? Or maybe he felt obligated to try to give me a normal life? Does he even actually love me? Did he at one point and just fall out of love with me? But we’ve only been together for less than two years. Am I only worthy of two years of love? Fake love possibly?

The questions were swirling in my brain. I was confused and overwhelmed. I didn’t

understand what to make of this. Could it be a misunderstanding? A one–time thing? What if it’s not? What if Sean wants to divorce and be with Miss Pink Thong? What would happen to me? Would he send me back to Daniel? Would Daniel try to take me after he finds out that Sean doesn’t want me anymore?

Silent Divine would be so much worse if I went back now… Now that they know I’m no longer a virgin… I would be…

What am I going to do? How did this happen? Who can even blame Sean either? I’m too traumatized. He probably wants someone who doesn’t wake up with nightmares and who isn’t afraid to go outside.

“Lisa, I need you to come with me to my office.” I heard Sean’s voice echo from down the hall right before I heard footsteps.

I panicked and was moving before I really knew what I was doing.