Vivian gripped the rope hard, looked at the sky, and said to himself: "When I first met Hanley, I didn't know what I liked, I just knew that this man was so good-looking, and I was so comfortable with him!"
Carola did not interrupt, but listened quietly.
"Growing up, we were the only two playmates who were girls, the rest were boys, so I didn't know what it was to like at all. I thought Hanley was no different to me than you, but as time went by I slowly understood that this feeling was like. At that time I wanted to tell you that I liked someone, I liked Hanley. But I didn't dare to share it with you, because at that time I still had a fiancé as agreed by my parents, and I was afraid that you would say I was a watery woman."
Vivian smiled bitterly, "If I had known that there would be so many things later, I would not have hesitated to tell you what I thought."
Carola swung quietly, not saying anything.
This has been Vivian expected things, so she did not feel sad, but continued: "There is no regret medicine in this world, I also know I must have broken your heart hard, I also do not expect you to forgive me, I just hope you can hear me out, I do not want us to keep misunderstanding each other so. "
"Okay, you say."
Vivian didn't expect Carola to speak up, gave her a somewhat surprised look, and then smiled in relief.
"I grew up knowing that my parents and Hubert Qiu's parents had a pact, so I never thought I would like anyone else. I didn't know that you liked Hubert, and I didn't know about the things you did. You are more important to me than Hanley. I can live without Hanley, but I can't live without you as a friend."
Vivian was already in tears as she spoke.
"I was a careless person growing up, but I know that's because I had you guys to spoil me."
Carola also didn't know when she was secretly wiping tears aside.
Vivian turned his head to look at Carola and said seriously, "Carola you are the most important person to me besides myself, I didn't tease you, I was always true to you, I hope you can trust me."
After waiting for a long time Carola did not answer, Vivian did not expect her to respond.
Just as he was about to speak again, Carola's voice rang out.
"At that time, I knew that you and Hubert were meant to be together. I also knew that Hubert had always liked you and that he would find whatever you wanted and give it to you. So even though I knew I liked Hubert, I didn't dare to say so and just silently wished you guys well. Because your relationship was always close, I thought you liked him too. I didn't want to ruin our relationship because of a man, so I didn't dare to say anything and kept my own feelings suppressed."
Vivian froze, she had no idea about this.
At that time, she would be closer to Hubert because, she thought Hubert must be her future husband, so it was good to have more contact. But she didn't expect that it would cause such a big misunderstanding because of this.
Carola was completely unaware that there was this matter, at that time she knew that Vivian was going to marry Hanley and her whole body was confused.
She hadn't even heard about it and tried to get Vivian to explain it properly, but she was completely hurt by the way she ignored it. Thinking that she never considered her as a friend, that's why she left sadly.
At that time, she had been waiting for her explanation, but she didn't say anything, and finally she just died.
"What really happened back then?" Carola got off her swing and squatted in front of Vivian looking at her heartily, "Didn't you guys just get married at that time? Did you ......"
Vivian nodded and said, "Yes, just as you guessed, Hanley married me because he slept with me. I originally thought he also liked me, but I didn't expect that he liked someone other than me, but that Selena whom he always treated as his sister."
Vivian sneered, "It's funny, isn't it? Hanley was willing to marry me because he couldn't afford to marry his sister. Once he knew Selena wasn't his real sister, he kicked me away while I was still foolishly in love with him."
Carola gave Vivian a heartbreaking hug, "I'm sorry, I didn't know ......"
It turned out that it was really all a misunderstanding, she always thought Vivian never considered her as a friend, that's why she was so angry all the time.
Vivian shook his head, "This has nothing to do with you, the person who should say sorry is me, I shouldn't have brought my own feelings to you. No matter how sad I am, I shouldn't have treated you so coldly."
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