Chapter 133
“Cassian.” He rolls the name on his tongue. “He broke you. Or at least, he thinks he did. You lost control so completely you couldn’t think rationally. Your nature is bloody, Flara. This might happen again if you don’t learn to control what you are.”
-What ar
The question escapes my lips almost as a plea. I need to know what I am. I need to name it. Edon’t want to feel lost or alone. I want answers. Atarothz must read my expression better than I think, because his gaze softens and he places his hund over mine despite my reluctance.
“If what you need is a name, you are my daughter, is that enough? There’s no name for what you are. We can explore the extent of your powers and abilities little by lille. Maybe you are a demigoddess.”
“A demigoddess!”
“As I said—you are my daughter, I am a god.” He frowns. “Though you do have some traits that make you, different.”
Seeing the confusion on my face, he waves his fingers, conjuring a mirror before me. I run my lingers over my face in awe. My skin looks paler, delicate like porcelain and soft like velvet. My lips are tinted a deep red without needing any pigment, but the most surprising thing is my hair. It’s still long and black, but on both sides of my face are strands of a different color. I grali ne between my fingers, examining it. It’s silvery gray.
It’s the mark,” he cribes
“The mark?”
“I am Atarothz the Gray. Those strands in your hair mark you as my descendar. No one will be able to refute it”
“You have them too?”
He lifts his hand to his left side and raises port of his hair, revealing a strandl the same tone as mine, only his renuims helden. Mine are clearly visible.
“And you might want to check your teeth. Your hair isn’t the only thing that’s changed.”
I force a smile at the mirror and lose my breath at what it reflects. I bring the tip of my finger to the sharp fang and gasp when it pierces the skin and a small drop of blood emerges. My nostrils flare as a wild srent floats through the air.
“That’s why I can’t say you’re definitely a demigoddess.”
“You have part vampire in you–and part god. You are, without a doubt, an extraordinary creature, Elara Nothing can define you. You are something new and powerful”
I feel pressure in my temples, as if my head has reached its limit and is now overflowing, trying to rid itself of the extra weight of this information. I massage my temples under the watchful gaze of the god
Your mother has contacted me, be blurts out. She wants you to know something.
ok him straight in t
in the eyes and then search for her, as if mentioning her would make her materialize in the room. However, it’s just us in this
She’s not here, she’s in the Pits.
Why?
God gave her to the fallen angel Lucifer after Lilith gave birth to her children. He save it as a punishment, and Lucifer coveted her for being the mother of demons
Then how did you two miret
He lifts his lund and brushes a strand of hair from my face in a gesture far too gentle for my heart not to flutter. It’s intimate, familiar. Something dur always should have been
Maybe another time I’ll tell you how we met. He tucks the strand behind my rar For now, you need to listen to me. Lilith predestined you to Cassian Draven. Her most powerful daughter for her most powerful son.
He says it with a slight grimace of distaste. That means you complement each other. Everything he does, you can undo. You are the counterpart. You are not Broken. Elara. You just needed to rest, so get out of here, little one.
I shake my head. I can’t. I’ve spent days, weeks, maybe months wandering like a lost soul. I can’t leave this place, l’in trapped in this barren land.
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Chapter 133
I don’t know how. I admit
There’s a thread that ties you to Cassian, a thread that cannot be broken. He lets his hand fall on my shoulder as need. Find it, visualize it, make it tangible and pull it. Follow the thread to the surface.
is if that
might
at instill the strength I
Even if I can’t trust him, he’s my only chance of getting out of here. I do as he says and close my eyes, but behind my eyelids there is only darkness. I see nothing. feel nothing different. 1 look at Ataroth and shake my head. He looks at me without moving a muscle, and then that violet mist emerges from him and wraps around us both. He nods, a signal for me to close my eyes again. His fingers press gently against my Temples, cold and
soft.
Think about that thread, think about something that would push you to pull it
I think of Cassian, of all the words spoken and the ones never said.
I think of the family I lost and the one still waiting for me.
1 think of my true parents, who made me powerful for a purpose.
I think of that purpose, the one I refuse to fulfill. Instead, I think about making it clear who I really am–certainly not a breeding bitch.
1 think of Ragna, of her people, and how I will kill them one by one to make her feel the same pain I felt.
think of the Viralle castle, of the salamander waiting for me in the library, of its confidence in thinking I’m the only one capable of warming the cold heart of a vampire who has spent centuries hating humans.
I think of betrayals.
I think of friendships.
I think of love
Then, a violet thread materializes behind my eyelids with a unique glow.
I see it
Good. Now grab it tightly and pull, climb to the surface. Get away from here.
I imagine wrapping the thread in my hands, and to my surprise, I feel tingling in them. I smile with my eyes still closed, but the smile vanishes quickly when a thought crosses my mind.
Willi
see you again!
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