Omega Bound (Never Ending Darkness) novel Chapter 132

Chapter 132

Ayla

I had fitful sleep. Every wrong word planted in my head by Della seemed to trigger nightmares I thought were long forgotten. Thane was there to wake me and comfort me every time. His warmth cocooned me all night and his sweet words made me truly feel safe in his arms. It is kind of scary how much I need him and have to stop myself meditating on the wrong thoughts of losing him that try to creep in. I woke up this morning tucked soundly in the bedroom adjoining the nest but felt an empty bed when I reached over to find Thane. In his place,

a note.

Little Wolf;

I had to run into the pack to start meetings first thing this morning.

I plan on addressing some things in front of the pack and we

have intel on the trafficking ring to review and plans to make.

I will be home as soon as I can.

Don’t forget to mind–link me if you need anything.

I also cooked you breakfast and left it in the fridge

Unpack your room today and enjoy the scenery.

I will be back as soon as I can.

Yours,

-T

I am sure the “things” he plans on discussing happen to be Kian and Della, but I can’t think of her too long before the memories of last night start coming back. What I did. The thought is enough to have bile coming up the back of my throat. I can’t start spiraling as soon as I open my eyes. I don’t know how alphas take care of their packs and fight to death for us without living in complete guilt and disgust over their actions. I know they have to and want to protect us and know their duties, but the ability to shut it off and not feel the weight of taking someone’s life is a gift I want and don’t want. I don’t want to be in that position ever again. I also don’t want to lay here and

think about it.

I get up and make my way to the bathroom and downstairs to the kitchen. The house is beautiful, and I am still in shock that it is ours. Thane says I can do whatever I want with it, but it is perfect the way it is. Maybe photos of him growing up would be nice, but I don’t want to cause him painful memories either. We will have to make our

own.

I glance multiple times at the front door while eating my bacon and eggs. I know she can’t possibly still be out there, but a part of me wants to see. That part is probably the part that wants to guilt spiral and is just looking for a reason to do it. I sigh and can no longer eat but decide to head back upstairs and shower before doing whatever

Fates little wolf. What are you doing to me right now. I went from being in a meeting to wanting to jerk myself off under my desk. Moan louder baby.

What? Wait…Can you hear me?

Yes, I can hear you; you’re moaning my name to me and sent so much lust down the bond I doubled over my desk trying to maintain control. Now what are you doing little wolf? Are you touching yourself thinking about me?

I am so embarrassed. No. I am not touching myself. I am showering and thinking about you.

Don’t ever be embarrassed. We don’t do that. Now, do it some more. Touch yourself slowly. Tell me what you are doing.

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