Rage, Vp Of The Wild Rider Mc novel Chapter 52

I decided to go to my cabin for a few days. I can't believe the shit that has happened since I have been back. I forgave Rage for what he did to me. What I can't forgive his the rape and him hitting me. That is what I cannot do. I still have feelings for Rage. But when I get to near him I shake. I can't believe that Kathy would fuck Rage knowing he was the one I wanted for life.

I am not stupid. I know she fucked my boyfriends when we were in high school. But if they really wanted to be with me they would not have done it. I heard the knock on the door. I opened it and saw Ace standing there. Can I come in Jeannie? I opened the door and let him in. There is somethings you should know. What? I handed her the envelope. He put your name down on Lily's birth certificate as her mother.

That son of a bitch. I do not want it. Also Kathy was pissed and told Rage he was not Lily's father. She was pregnant when she came to Steve's club house. She also said I was her father. I do not believe that. I don't even remember having sex with her. We had the doctor do DNA testing on all of us. Rage said even if he is not the father he will keep and raise Lily as his. Good for Rage. But, I want my name off that birth certificate.

I am not planning on getting back with Rage. He needs to find a woman. A good woman willing to become Lily's mother. I am not the one. When the time comes he finds a woman her name should go on the birth certificate. Jeannie he still loves you. I can't Ace. He hit me. He raped me. There was no love in that. He took my virginity. I saved that for the man that I loved. I did not want to lose it through being raped.

I know that Jeannie. Please Ace don't try to talk me into giving Rage another chance. I just can't do that. I won't do that. Ace, I am going to my cabin for a few days. I have some decisions to make. Is one of them Rage? No, that is final. I need to decide if I want to look for a man of my own or stay single. But if I do pick a man it will be for companionship. And I will not leave my home.

I see. What if you fall for a president, VP, or enforcer of another MC? I will not leave my home. So, they would have to move their MC close to here. Say, Van Wert or St. Marys. Maybe. What did you think of Raven? What about him? His MC is in Vanwert. So what? 15 miles down the road from Ohio City. I don't really know him. Get to know him. I might, and I might not.

Are you going to be ok? I am going to be fine Ace. Don't worry about me. See you in a few days. I shut the door behind Ace and locked it before walking up stairs. I took a shower and went to bed. All I did was dream about Rage. I woke up in a cold sweat. I looked at the clock. 6:00 in the morning. I knew I would not get any sleep so I took a shower packed a suitcase and walked down the stairs

I made breakfast put the dishes in the dishwasher turned it own and walked to the door. I let Wolf out before locking and closing my front door. I got into the car and drove to Kentucky. I stopped in the small town and brought food before heading to the cabin wish was 15 minutes away. I pulled off the road and onto the dirt road that led towards the cabin which was just two miles off the main road.

Neither Ace or Rage is the father. Don't care. We also heard what Rage did to you. I'm alive. I lived through it. He still loves you. I looked at Razor with icy eyes. He can go straight to hell. If he loved me he would never have cheated in the first place. He would never have kidnapped me, raped me, or hit me. He would never have taken my virginity the way he did. If you men call that love you can keep it

He just needs to stay the hell away from me. Everywhere I go he shows up. I do not want him. So he can stop. I will never change my mind. I can forgive him but I will never forget. I still wake up in a cold sweat some nights. I want to have a normal fucking night where I can sleep without dreaming. Where my dreams are not nightmares. You men just don't get it. You don't understand what that does to women.

Hell, Razor. The only mans arms I can stand around me are Wolf's, Snakes, and Ace. I shake if any other man tries to hug me. I did not notice Runner watching me from the side of his eyes. Then I heard him say, you met my brother. I don't know you or your brother. Raven. Raven is my brother. You sat next to him at the BBQ. Don't you mean he sat next to me to stop Rage from doing it? And even then his chair was a foot away from me.