IT HURTS...
Garam didn’t know how long he had been in the bathroom. But after he was done, there was no strength left in his body.
Hence, he just plopped down on the bed— his face flat on the mattress.
He was still using the guest room instead of sleeping in Song Sihyuk’s bedroom.
Sihyuk Hyung isn’t sick anymore, but he didn’t complain when I said I’d be using the guest room to ’prepare.’
Fortunately, he managed to stick two fingers in his hole this time.
He used finger cots (aka finger condoms) and a generous amount of lube.
And, yet, it still hurt like hell.
It stings so bad...
To be honest, he had been trying to loosen up for the past few days.
He started with just one finger, so he’d say he had good progress.
But even though he had already managed to insert two fingers, he still couldn’t find the spot that was supposed to make him feel good. He was actually starting to question how bottoms enjoyed sex when just inserting a finger in his hole was already painful.
Even so, he still had hopes of finding the ’sweet spot.’
But, until then, I don’t think I could insert anything other than my fingers yet.
That was why Garam didn’t even attempt to use the dildo.
He looked at the sex toy that was placed on the bedside table— unused. 𝒇𝙧𝙚𝓮𝔀𝓮𝒃𝙣𝓸𝒗𝒆𝒍.𝙘𝒐𝒎
It wasn’t like he put it there as a display.
I’m just too tired to put it back in the box.
And, so, Garam just stared at the dildo while spacing out.
According to the adult store where he ordered the dildo from, it was supposed to be on the average side. In fact, it was the smallest among the shop’s collection.
It’s like 5 inches in length and 4-5 inches in grith.
"If I can’t fit that toy in me, then there’s no way I’ll be able to take Sihyuk Hyung," Garam whispered to himself, pausing for a moment. "But how big Sihyuk Hyung is exactly?"
He was just sure that the Alpha was big because he had seen his erection a few times.
Plus, I’d be disappointed if Sihyuk Hyung was small after he claimed that he was "hung like a horse."
Now Garam was curious.
I should know how big exactly Sihyuk Hyung is so I could prepare mentally.
Hence, he did the most logical thing ever: text his contract husband.
’Hyung, can you send me a dick pic?’
Of course, Garam knew what would happen when he sent that text.
It’s just a way to lure Hyung here since I don’t want to ask him to come to my room directly, and I’m too lazy to go to his.
His ’summoning ritual’ worked anyway.
Song Sihyuk had read Garam’s text, but he didn’t reply.
However, a few moments later, he heard impatient knocks on his door.
Aigoo.
Sihyuk Hyung is like a dog on a leash.
"Come in, Hyung."
The door burst open and Song Sihyuk entered the room...
... with a pissed look on his face.
Wait, what?
Garam forced his aching lower body to move as he got up, sitting on the bed while leaning against the headboard.
I thought Sihyuk would come here with a raging boner, not just simply raging.
But Song Sihyuk still looked hot.
Hyung looks sexy in his usual sleepwear.
No, the chaebol Alpha wasn’t wearing some fancy silk pajamas— just a fit white T-shirt and a pair of gray sweatpants.
Yes, gray sweatpants.
Confirmed— Sihyuk Hyung is really big, in every sense of the word.
"Yah, Lim Garam. You didn’t send that wrong message to me, did you?"
Garam’s brows furrowed, confused. "Hyung thinks I accidentally sent that message to you? You think I sent that to someone else? What do you think of me, Hyung?"
For some reason, Song Sihyuk suddenly calmed down. "Ah, that reaction seems genuine. So, that message was really meant for me. Next time, put my name on it and don’t just call me ’hyung.’ Better yet, we should come up with an endearment."
"I don’t want to."
"Okay, babe."
"Eww."
Song Sihyuk laughed, obviously in a good mood now. "So, you want to see my dick?"
"Yes, Hyung," Garam said, pointing at the dildo on the bedside table. "I want a comparison between that and the real thing."
Song Sihyuk casually walked towards the bedside table, grabbed the dildo, and flung it across the room.
"Hyung, I haven’t used that yet!"
"Good. You don’t need that stupid thing," Song Sihyuk said, sitting on the bed while facing Garam. "How’s your ’practice’ going?"
Garam blushed, but he decided to answer the question properly instead of acting sassy as usual. "I managed to insert two fingers."
Song Sihyuk gently patted Garam’s head. "Good job."
"It hurts, and it still stings."
"You want me to kiss the pain away?"
"I want you to show me your dick, Hyung."
"Aigooya. Garam-ah, how many times do I have to say that I don’t like it when you talk like that?"
Garam ignored Song Sihyuk’s nagging, his gaze falling on Song Sihyuk’s crotch area.
Oh.
"Hyung, you’re already hard."
"How can I not be hard after you seduced me?"
Right, this is on me this time.
"Hyung, is it bigger now that you’re hard?"
"Aigooya. You’re really testing my patience, huh?"
Garam lifted his head and met Song Sihyuk’s heated gaze. "I want to see it, Sihyuk Hyung."
Song Sihyuk just raised an eyebrow as if challenging him to beg more.
Tsk.
"I wanna see it, babe... Babe Hyung."
Song Sihyuk looked pleasantly surprised, and then he laughed heartily. "Fine, I’ll show it to you," he said while pulling down his sweatpants and underwear. "Feel free to touch it, too, babe."
Garam gasped softly while watching Song Sihyuk cradle his cock.
It’s... huge.
Hard, erect, but it didn’t look scary despite its size.
Having said that...
"Hyung, that’s a weapon."
Song Sihyuk just laughed as if he were thoroughly entertained.
"I’m gonna die if you put that in me."
"No, you’re not... I think, hopefully."
It was obvious that Song Sihyuk was only messing with him.
Even so, Garam still smacked the Alpha on the arm lightly.
Of course, Hyung just laughed.
"Touch me, Garam-ah."
Garam’s usual reaction would be to turn down Song Sihyuk because, most of the time, the Alpha’s request was ridiculous.
But he couldn’t do that now.
I want to touch Hyung and see if his junk is really as hard as it looks.
So, before Garam knew it, his hands had already moved on their own.
Hyung’s thing is really hard.
Hyung looks so aroused.
I’m pleasuring Hyung, and yet I also feel...
I got aroused because of Sihyuk Hyung?!
***
THIS IS akward, but...
It feels good.
Hyung is clearly enjoying this.
I studied hard for this day since I know it’s my duty as Sihyuk Hyung’s husband.
The sounds Sihyuk Hyung make are sexy.

Maybe I really like Sihyuk Hyung’s face more than I want to admit.
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