She Walks The Night novel Chapter 61

Not To Cheat

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I didn't say a word. I just looked away from them and back to the TV. Fuck I heard Savage say. I heard the door shut and soon felt my eyes close. I made sure that I was as far away from Savages side of the bed as I could get. I walked into the bedroom and locked the door. I noticed that Lisa was laying near the edge of her side of the bed. I grabbed clean shorts and boxers and walked to the bathroom. I climbed in bed and turned the lights off.

I slowly opened my eyes. I had to use the bathroom. I uncovered myself and grabbed the bar and swung myself into the chair. I wheeled myself into the bathroom and managed to swing onto the toilet. I was determined not to ask Savage for help. I wheeled myself back to the bed and put myself in the bed. I would have helped if you had asked me. I don't need your help. I can do it myself. What if you fall? Then I fall. I need to do this myself so I can go back to my apartment.

Lisa, you can't go back there. You can't climb the stairs. I will scoot my ass up and down the stairs dragging my wheelchair if I have to. I don't want to owe you or your club anything. I can take care of myself. Lisa, you know you can't live there. Go to hell Savage. I didn't ask to be brought here. I would have preferred to go to a nursing home than to depend on you or this club. She had become cold since Sherry had called the garage.

You still don't believe that Sherry is not my girlfriend, do you? Doesn't matter Savage. If she isn't I am sure another one will crawl out of the woodwork and I don't need that shit. I rolled over onto my side facing the bathroom. I knew she was mad at me. I knew that she was done talking to me. I heard her soft breathing and knew she was asleep. I got up and took a shower before walking out of the room.

I ate breakfast before walking over to the garage. I was mad. I wanted to hit something or someone. Things between Lisa and himself have gone to hell. I decided to go get lunch and when I walked into the club I heard a new whore tell Lisa that she should leave and go somewhere else because I needed a woman who could walk and not have to depend on someone to help her. I heard her ask, who someone like you? Well, yes I would make a perfect queen.

I want the person who shot me in the back to have his legs broken to not be able to walk to feel the pain I am feeling. I also know that I am only here because Savage feels sorry for me. Hell, he barely knew I existed until I was shot. I want to die. I wish I had died. I don't want to live like this. I cried on his shoulder. Everything is going to be fine baby girl. We have to wait for the swelling along your spinal cord to go down. What if I still can't feel my legs or move them? We will take care of you. I promise that.

Scar you know that I love you don't you? I know. And you know that I will take care of you if you want me to. Let me put you in bed so you can rest. I wrapped my arms around Scar as he lifted me from the chair and laid me on the bed. You are the best Scar. Lisa, Savage does care for you. He is not doing this because he feels sorry for you. He knew you existed the day you walked into his bar. Now Take your pain pill. I took the pill and water from Scar. I handed the water back and watched as he walked out the door shutting it behind me.

I did not feel the side of the bed dip down or Savage pull me into his arms. I woke up laying on my side. I saw Savage's arm wrapped around my waist. I heard him tell me that he would never let me go. I closed my eyes and fell back to sleep.