Surrender To Us, Our Luna (One Luna, Four Alphas) novel Chapter 198

Chapter 198: 198-Not Forgiving Them Too Soon

Clementine:

As soon as he leaned in, something flipped inside me, and it wasn’t just the shock of feeling a mate bond with yet another alpha. A distant memory hit me hard. That was how my cursed brain worked. I remembered the way he had flushed out the pictures of my family, and suddenly I found myself placing my hands on his chest and gently pushing him away.

"Whoa," he said in a shocked tone, almost like he had no clue what just happened.

"I’m so sorry," I said instantly, stepping back and rubbing my face with my hands.

"No, it’s fine. I shouldn’t have done that. I was just confused," he explained and I shook my head, letting him know with a hand gesture that I didn’t blame him.

"It’s not your fault. It’s just that I can’t stop thinking about the past." The minute I said that, I noticed him frowning, then narrowing his eyes at me.

"Wait, what do you mean by that?" he asked, "the past? What past?" he asked, tilting his head. "Wait, are you talking about our history?"

He hunched down even more, one hand out of his pocket as he waved it sideways between the two of us, his fingers sticking out in the gesture. I covered my face with my hands and rubbed it.

"I’m just confused how it’s possible for me to feel a mate bond with three alphas," I muttered, stealing glances at him.

"No, Clementine, wait." He grabbed my arm, stopping me from walking away. "You said something about the past. Are you referring to the bullying?" he asked.

At this point, I felt like I was going through too many emotions. I faced him and smiled sarcastically.

"One of you exposed my family, my weakness. Another grabbed the pictures and tore them apart. And then you flushed them out."

The moment I said that, I saw realization hit him, and he slowly loosened his grip on my arm.

"I..." he stuttered, because of course he had no response to it.

"I’m sorry, Ian, but I don’t care what the moon goddess thinks or why she believes I should be mated to you all. I’m nice enough to still be on talking terms with you. Don’t expect anything more than that."

My voice even cracked when I said it, the words coming straight from deep inside me. It was true that I cared for my squad mates, but I cared about everyone. And even though I was concerned about them, and there were moments when I felt very attracted to them, I knew what a fool I’d be to forget everything they had done to me and just give in.

Just because now we were mated, just because now they thought they were treating me better.

As I spoke, as I told him how I felt, I turned my face away and clenched my fists, trying to calm my nerves.

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