I went shopping and bought a small biker jacket for the baby as well as a baby swing. I wrapped the items and placed them in the trunk of my car. I drove to the clubhouse and parked. I got out opened my trunk and grabbed the bag and started to lift the swing out when it was taken from my hands.
Berserk leaned down and kissed me. Then he started walking toward the clubhouse. I followed him inside. He leaned the box against the table stacked with gifts. I placed the bag on top of the box. I saw Iris walk over to me. She hugged me.
I am so glad you came. Come and meet the girls. She introduced me to the other women. So this is Donna. Yes, it is. We had to meet the woman who claimed Berserk heart. What are you talking about?
Word is out that Berserk is taken and no longer on the market. The men are talking about how the woman that has is attention has to be beautiful, strong and not afraid of him. You are that and more.
I am not the woman who has claimed Berserks heart. You are, you just don't know it yet. Whatever I said. I wish I had claim to his heart. I don't believe love exists. Yet Iris said. Neither did I. Not until I met Rage.
We played games and ate and then Iris opened her gifts. When she opened the jacket she said, My baby is coming home in style. Then she opened the swing and gasped. Donna you did not have to buy this. Yes, I did. That way the baby will have something to sit in when he or she is in her with you and Rage.
Thank you, so much for the gifts. We continued to talk and enjoy the day. We all walked out and sat on the porch. When are you due Iris? Any time. I can't wait to hold my baby in my arms. I smiled at her.
Iris is like my big sister. She has been so inviting to me and never judged me. Not once. Oh, my she said looking over at the garage. What? Berserk has his shirt off. I looked over and saw his tattoos and the muscles of his arms and I looked down at his six pack.
Fuck me I said. The girls started laughing. I was still looking at Berserk when he looked over at us. I turned my head fast. Shit, he caught me staring at him. Donna your face is red.
Donna are you scared of sex? Yes, I don't want to do that anymore. Shit. Your first experience was from the rape. It was. They hurt me . I don't want to do that. I have to go. I didn't mean to embarrass you.
You didn't. I just don't want to remember it. I stood up and thanked her for inviting me. I walked over to my car and got in. I drove out of the compound and toward home. I got out of the car and ran into the house.
I ran to my room and slammed the door shut. I was having a flashback. I slid down the door and sat on the floor. I screamed and screamed and screamed. I don't want to remember, I don't want to remember the pain. It hurt so bad. Please take it out I screamed.
I cried myself to sleep. I don't known how long I slept. But when I woke up I heard pounding on the door and male voices. Bitch we know you are here. I grabbed my phone and called Johnny.
Johnny come home fast. Some men are here. They are trying to get in my bedroom. Then they broke the door down. I threw my phone under the bed. I screamed as they grabbed me. We aren't finished with you yet.
I screamed and fought them as they were ripping my clothes off me. No, I screamed. Please stop. No. Johnny, James, Beast, Savage and Berserk ran to their bikes and rode out of the compound.
She did a lot of damage herself. She tore them up with her nails. Good. Hell she even ripped one of their eyes out. We looked up as the doctor walked in. How is she doctor?
However raped her ripped her insides. Johnny you have to put this on your sisters vignina three times a day. I can't do that doctor. Why not? If you have seen one vagina you have seen them all.
She is my sister. I will do it. Berserk she doesn't know you that well. Who do you think was in the shower with her and washed all that blood off of her? I was the one she was clinging to. I will do it.
Alright. Someone needs to do it. She was having flashbacks when this happened. Iris walked down the stairs. Berserk she is asking for you. I walked up the stairs with the medication. I walked in and closed the door.
Donna I am here. Will you lay with me? I took my shirt off, boots and socks and claimed into the bed. She scooted over to me and lay her head on my chest.
I should have listened to you. I'm sorry I didn't listen to you. I am here now baby. Go to sleep. I will be here when you wake up. Promise? I promise I knew she was asleep her breathing. She held onto me but I didn't mind.
I had to make her feel safe before I do anything else. I must have fallen asleep because I was woken up by Iris. Berserk I am going back to the clubhouse. If you need anything call. I will. She feels safe with you. We will see you tomorrow. Alright. Good night Iris. Good night Berserk. I closed my eyes and fell back to sleep.

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