Top Assassins Call Me The Lady Boss novel Chapter 40

Chapter 40: Hates that she loves it

Chapter Forty

As Asli burst through the front door, with her car keys left in her car, she ignored the concerned greetings from everyone.

Her vision was blurred by unshed tears, she sprinted to her apartment, her feet pounding the floor in a frantic rhythm.

She reached her bedroom door, flung it open, and slammed it shut behind her. The sound of the lock clicking into place was a short comfort. She leaned against the door, as her chest resumed heaving with ragged breaths.

And then, she crumpled.

Her knees buckled, and she collapsed to the floor, her body wracked with sobs. Tears streamed down her face, hot and angry, as she pounded her fists against the cold tile.

For the first time in her life, she allowed herself to feel. Not that she allowed herself because she wanted to but what difference was that going to make?

The shame, the anger, the humiliation – it all poured out of her in great, racking sobs.

She couldn't believe what had happened... what she allowed to happen. She had 'let' him touch her. She had enjoyed it. The memory of his hands on her skin, the smirk on his face when he did, made her feel sick to her stomach.

The worst part was, she had wanted it. Her body had betrayed her, responding to his touch. Her mind didn't even recoil in horror. And to make matters worse, she had been under the influence of whatever who knows who had slipped into her drink.

She felt dirty, used, and violated. The tears she shed were not just tears of anger and shame, but also of sorrow – sorrow for letting that man touch her innocence, and for the fact that she could never stop him...

Oh, she was never going to forgive herself. His father killed her entire family. She wasn't going to forget that but in the moment his hands were on hers, she had forgotten. She had forgotten she was trained by someone.

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