Chapter 33: Asher
If I’d known tonight would end with me stuck in a car full of people I’d gladly leave stranded in the middle of nowhere, I might’ve just set Tyler’s engine on fire instead of fixing it.
I hate people. Always have.
Tonight just reminded me why.
The restaurant, the fake smiles, the empty laughter it all scraped against my nerves like nails on a chalkboard.
The way they talked around Penny like she wasn’t even there made it worse.
Made it personal.
And Tyler-
He’s not the kid I remembered.
Sixteen–year–old Tyler had a little bite to him, sure, but he still cared what people thought. He still looked up to me.
This Tyler, the one grinning and joking in the backseat now, texting away like he’s got nothing heavier than his phone weighing on him-
This Tyler feels like a stranger.
Outgoing. Charming. Careless in a way that digs under my skin and stays there.
And Penny-
I glance to the side at a red light.
Can’t help it.
She’s asleep.
Slumped against the window, head resting against the cold glass, mouth slightly open.
One hand loose in her lap, the other curled awkwardly against her side.
She looks wrecked.
Not just tired exhausted.
–
The kind of exhaustion you feel in your bones, the kind that sleep doesn’t fix.
The streetlights throw shadows across her face highlighting the gentle slope of her nose, the faint freckles across her cheeks, the soft part of her bottom lip slightly parted as she breathes.
Her hair’s a mess, falling across her face and sticking to the corner of her mouth with every small exhale.
Something shifts low in my gut.
Hard. Sharp.
It would be so easy to reach over.
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Push the hair back.
Run my fingers along the line of her jaw.
Touch something soft, something breakable, just to prove it’s real.
The light turns green.
I jerk my gaze back to the road, fists clenching around the steering wheel until my knuckles go white.
From the backseat, Tyler breaks the silence.
“Hey,” he says, voice easy and bright. “Thanks again for fixing the car, man.”
I grunt something that could pass for “no problem,” though it feels like lying.
Tyler leans forward between the seats, still texting with one hand, grinning like we just came back from the best night of his life.
“So,” he says, “what’d you think of my friends?”
I snort under my breath.
“Fine.”
Short. Flat.
Maybe he’ll take the hint.
He doesn’t.
“C’mon,” he nudges. “Be honest. You’ve never been the polite type.”
I exhale through my nose, jaw working.
I’m trying.
I’m trying not to snap his neck like a damn twig for being this oblivious.
But he keeps pushing.
So finally, I glance at him in the mirror and say, voice low and sharp,
“Why do you hang out with people who bully your girlfriend?”
He blinks.
Like the idea genuinely never occurred to him,
“C’mon, man,” he says with a laugh, brushing it off. “They’re like that with everyone. That’s just how they are. They don’t mean anything by it.”
My hands tighten on the wheel.
He doesn’t get it.
He didn’t see Penny’s face every time Rebecca opened her mouth.
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Didn’t see the way she folded smaller, quieter, until it looked like she was trying to vanish.
And he calls that normal?
Tyler keeps going, oblivious
And yeah, okay, some of their words are harsh. But, like… once they get to know her, they’ll like her. She’s incredible.*
He says it so easily.
Like it’s inevitable.
今
Like it’s guaranteed that the world will eventually see what he sees.
And maybe they will.
But Penny shouldn’t have to earn basic respect.
She shouldn’t have to survive it first.
I don’t say any of that.
Instead, I stare at the road ahead, feeling something cold and ugly unspool in my chest.
Because he’s right about one thing.
She is incredible.
And he’s too blind to see he doesn’t deserve her.
We pull up to her house – small, neat, porch light glowing like a little beacon in the dark.
I put the car in park, engine humming low, headlights casting long shadows across the driveway.
Tyler shifts behind me, pulling out his phone again.
“One sec,” he mutters, thumbs flying across the screen.
Setting up his next party, probably.
Booking his next night of pretending to care.
I look at Penny again.
She’s still out.
Still breathing slow and even against the window, the condensation from her breath fogging a soft halo around her head.
I don’t realize I’m holding my breath until my chest starts to ache.
I let it out slow, feeling something raw and/broken gnawing at the inside of my ribs,
For a second-
just a second-
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I imagine reaching over.
Unbuckling her seatbelt.
Scooping her up.
Carrying her inside.
Tucking her under warm blankets.
Making sure no one ever made her feel small again.
For a second, I let myself want it.
Then Tyler ruins it.
He reaches between the seats
fast, careless and shakes her by the shoulder. Hard.
“Penny, babe. Wake up.”
She jolts, blinking rapidly, her hands fumbling at the seatbelt.
It takes her a full ten seconds to figure out where she is, her face flushed and confused in the light.
I stare straight ahead, gripping the steering wheel like it’s the only thing tethering me to this seat.
Who the fuck wakes someone up like that?
“Hey, you’re home, Tyler says brightly, like he didn’t just yank her out of the only safe place she had all night.
Penny rubs her eyes, groggy, blinking against the porch light.
Then she turns and even half–asleep, dazed, probably still shaking from being yanked awake –
–
she manages a small, tired smile.
“Thanks for driving us,” she says softly.
I nod once, sharp and tight, unable to get words out without setting something on fire.
She climbs out of the car, backpack sliding off one shoulder, the porch light catching in her hair.
Tyler grabs his own bag from the floor.
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