Chapter 46
Gideon’s POV
The maid was taken to the prison hours ago, but my thoughts were a mess.
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I sat in the office alone, this silence felt like a heavy rock. The hearth hissed and snapped in the flame, but even their warmth was not able to make my heart warm.
My elbows rested heavily on the desk, my fists curled beneath my chin, as my mind circled the same bitter truth over and over.
That maid was indeed guilty but she was just a pawn.
The Maid’s gaze told me everything. Her gaze was pleading and broken, her gaze was of someone who is not scared of punishment but it was a look of being trapped. She was more afraid of someone then being behind the bars.
And that means someone else, someone closer to me had planned this attempted murder. The realization felt like someone burned me from inside out.
I should have seen it sooner. I should have protected her better. I should have been here instead of out chasing rogues.
My failure was eating me away with guilt like a wolf chewing bone. I always believed that an Alpha should never allow danger in his pack, that strength meant control, foresight and vigilance. Yet danger not only entered his pack but also hurt the woman, who protected his son.
I sighed and dragged a hand down on my face, as I hit my fist against the table hard in frustration. I looked at the window with my eyes hardened, my jaw clenched with worry and exhaustion.
I knew this wasn’t the first time I failed to protect someone. I remembered Claire’s helpless face as she was dragged away by the guards only for her to disappear from my life forever. From that day I swore that I would never let my failure repeat itself again. That no one he loved, no one under his protection, would ever fall because of his negligence.
And yet, here he was.
I exhaled bitterly and stood up from my chair. I couldn’t just sit here remembering ghosts of the past. Raven needs me, the children also need me. Even though guilt felt heavy, it also helped me
move forward with determination.
My boots struck against the stone corridor as I left my office. The night air smelled faintly of pine and there were soft lights on the ceiling. Every guard that saw me bowed their head, but I was hardly able to register it. My mind was fixed on the infirmary.
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Chapter 46
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When I opened the door, the sight that I saw made me stand in the same spot.
The room was dim, lit only by the golden glow of a night lamp on the bedside table. There was the shadow of Raven’s sleeping form, I walked towards her only to see her pale face sleeping with serenity on her face. Her hair spilled on the pillow, even now her upper face was covered by a mask.
I had an urge to see who was behind the mask but I stopped myself knowing Raven would not like it.
But what hurt me the most was the children sitting beside her.
Leo was curled on her right side, his small hand resting on her arm as if he was still guarding her in his sleep. On her left side, Nova clung on to the blanket, her little fingers curled tightly holding on to the fabric like she was anchoring herself heartbeat to her mother’s heartbeat.
Both children’s faces were marked with tears but now they were resting after feeling exhausted.
This sight was painful for me to see They felt more like a family. My family.
For a dangerous moment, I allowed myself to imagine a life in which Raven is my mate and Leo and Nova played together without any dangers and secrets, where happiness and laughter filled the house instead of sobs and sorrows. I wished for a perfect and unbroken family.
The ache that swelled in my chest nearly brought me to my knees.
When I moved towards the side of the bed, usually my steps were always sharp and firm but this time they were slow and quite not wanting to wake up the children.

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