Claire just glanced my way, her eyes locked on my back. She didn’t say anything. In the darkness, she stood perfectly still, hands buried in her pockets, watching me. No one could tell what was going through her mind, if her hands in those pockets were warm or icy cold.
The cemetery was pitch black, the rain quietly tapping around us. Time slowed to a crawl. Everything felt both silent and strangely loud, making her even more on edge. Still, she refused to let anything show, not even when she hugged her jacket tighter around herself to fight off the chill.
If she was going to atone, she was going to feel every consequence of her betrayal.
Eventually, I moved. I’d hit my head, and the pain cut through the numbness. I struggled to sit up, still facing away from her, pressing a handkerchief to my bleeding forehead.
Claire finally let out a breath. “What’s your problem?” she said, probably to Laird. “He’s fine, isn’t he? He’s not that weak. If he was, he wouldn’t have the nerve to come ask me for money.”
She snorted. “He survived worse with those debt collectors. He’s stubborn enough to outlast anything. There’s nothing to worry about.”
She stood there a bit longer, but after another shiver ran through her, she finally turned to leave.
Laird glanced in my direction. “Should we ask him to go home? He’s been out in the rain forever. From the way he looks, I don’t think he can last much longer.”
Claire didn’t answer. She just opened her umbrella and walked off without looking back. Laird shot me one last look, but he knew nothing he said would change her mind, so he followed.
She really didn’t think I could hold out. She figured I’d give up eventually, once the pain and cold got to be too much.
But I didn’t.
My legs went numb. My whole body turned ice cold, until I couldn’t feel anything at all. Every part of me ached, tingled, or froze. Still, I held on.
What kept me going were the memories. All those beautiful moments we’d shared, I clung to them with everything I had.

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