It turns out all of this was just because of his deceased first love.
He had simply placed the love he had for her onto me.
I turned off the lights in the room and weakly leaned against the door.
I reflected on the little moments from the past year we had spent together.
Tears began to flow uncontrollably.
A voice inside me said:
"Break up, you're just a substitute.
Should I really be comparing myself to someone who’s dead?
Can’t I just pretend it never happened?
Should I give up this huge villa and go back to a bare apartment?
Should I give up the rich second-generation boyfriend and go back to the small town for arranged blind dates?

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