Wall Around Her Heart novel Chapter 25

I arrived at the gym at noon. When I walked in, I saw a man with his back turned to me and his braided. Nice ass I thought. As he turned around, I glared. I might look at a man but that is as far as it goes.

What terrifies me is when they touch me. It isn't that I don't want to have a man hold me. It scares the shit out of me. I see how loving dad is to mom, and the other members are tender to their wives.

But then you think about sex. I grow cold at that thought. I want to scream, to run and hide. I remember the pain of what, Larry did to me. I just can't do it. That's one reason that can't have a boyfriend, or let a man claim me.

I had to admit I am terrified of sex. I had to push him away if he was thinking of wanting me. I walked over and I looked up at him. So, you are a grandmaster? I am.

All right let's do this. He drew he sword from the case and lifted it. Let's see how it good you are. We were practicing for two hours when, Legend called a beak.

He gave be pointers to work on when we are not practicing. We heard the door open and looked up from where we were sitting. I saw a member of his MC walk in with a really pretty girl.

There you are. Gunner told us you were here working out. I have to go I said standing up. I picked up my sword and walked across the room and out the door.

What are you doing here, Robin? I thought I would come and see what has my big brother staying away for so long. I can see what has kept you.

Who is she anyway? She is Tammy, Horses, niece. I am just teaching her more on her sword use. Is that all? No. Legend, do you like her? Yes.

Well, then ask her out. I can't. Why not? She doesn't trust men. She is terrified of something and I don't know what it is. I told her what happened to, Tammy and about her back. But I don't think it is that.

I can try to get to know her, and find out, Legend. That would be great. Her name is, Tammy. She goes to the clubhouse every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday to for doc to massage her back. It's that bad? From what her mom told me it is.

I know you, Legend. That would not bother you. No, it doesn't. I was just getting to know her when you walked in. Right now, she thinks you are my girlfriend, I would bet.

I drove home to take a shower to go for my massage. I should have known that Legend had a wife. That is a good thing. I won't have to tell him I didn't want anything to do with him other than as my instructor.

I walked into the house greeted by the dogs. I walked over and put the sword on the wall, before going upstairs and taking a shower.

She is very pretty. She is. Do you have any other siblings? An older brother. He is one year older than I am. That feels good. You have a lot of tension in your back. I could go to sleep.

I smiled down at her. I thought, and I could do this all day. Just to touch her felt good to me. Tammy, can I ask you something? Sure, why not. You are my instructor, and now my back massager.

How come you don't date? I can't. Why not? I don't trust men. You trust some men. Gunner, and Renegade. That is because they see me as a little sister. Not as someone to, I took a breath. Not as someone to what, Tammy.

They don't want to get me in bed. That is why I am comfortable with them. So, you are comfortable with, and trust men who are not interested in having sex with you, is that it?

Yes. That's it. I am finished. I think after we practice, and you shower, I will massage your back for you. It makes sense to do it at the gym instead of here.

I will see you tomorrow. Thank you, Legend. I heard him walk out of the room. I sat up and put my bra and shirt back on. I don't know why I started to cry.

I can't let him get close to me; I can't let him melt the ice. I can't be hurt again. And I can't lead him on either. I am terrified of sex. That is why I need to keep him away from me.