Inferno Demon Riders MC: My Five Obsessed Bullies novel Chapter 34

Blythe’s P.O.V.

Sorry… do what now?

“Are you crazy?” I asked flatly.

“I just made you cum while my tongue was down your throat.” he stated. “Let me see everything I just felt.

“Oh, okay,” I replied sarcastically. Then I spun around and ran to the bathroom. “Fuck you!” I shouted before slamming the door shut and locking it.

Karma has lost his mind. So have I, apparently. Because why the hell would I let him touch me like that? What the hell is wrong with me?

Maybe I just froze up. Maybe it was all the trauma coming back to me, rooting me in my spot, knowing that it was better to just take it. Maybe I was just trying to be somewhere else.

I know that wasn’t true though. I wasn’t scared. I was comfortable. More so than I’ve ever been.

I’ve had few positive sexual experiences, but then they became tainted once I found out the truth. Still, those experiences taught me that I’m very responsive when I like what’s being done to me. Like in a way that seriously should have me locked in a mental institution. I lose my mind completely and turn into a totally different person. I was only ever like that with one man, and it was a lie the entire time.

However, what just happened tells me one thing. I still have feelings for them. More than I’m admitting to myself. I liked what happened. I wanted more.

Still, I shouldn’t have done that. I folded so easily. I didn’t even put up a fight. Probably because I know there’s no use, but I still could have tried. I always put up a fight, at least at first. I never just… took it and liked it.

Unless you count the first few months after I was married.

Or… all the things I did before I was sent to Silent Divine.

Ozias was my first kiss, but we were so young. Don’t get me wrong, it was a hot kiss. He even stuck his tongue in my mouth. It was subtle, like he was afraid to do it. I still remember how Ozias shook with nerves as he wrapped his arms around me to pull me closer. The way his hands tangled in my hair, the way he lifted me off the ground just a little, the way he completely lost himself in that kiss… it’s all something I will never forget.

And then there was Tae.

Tae used to trap me in corners around school, the clubhouse, or wherever we were hanging out. He was always the one to kiss me first, always the one to put his hands all over me. It was Tae who taught me how to use my tongue. Ozias used his tongue, but it was short, only one time, and we were both nervous. Tae was the one that taught me where to put my hands when we kissed. He was the one who taught me how to relax, taught me how good kissing can really be. Not that it wasn’t great with Ozias, but I only ever had the one experience with him.

The older we got, the hotter things got. The night of Tae’s 16th birthday was a night I’ll never forget. It’s hard to forget anything when it comes to those five anyway, but that night… The way Tae took charge, the way he seemed like he just couldn’t get enough of me… I was caught up in the moment. It was the hottest thing to ever happen to me. His hands were all over me, his lips were searing me, and before I knew it, I had my first orgasm.

Then, while Tae was lost in the throes of what he was doing, I came again. And again. I was thoroughly embarrassed and seriously thought something was wrong with me. Was it normal to orgasm that quickly? That many times in a row so easily?

I later found out it wasn’t exactly normal, but it didn’t mean anything was wrong with me. I just have an overly sensitive body. Something that my husband loved once he found out.

And of course, Chayton just had to be spying on us. Why I didn’t call him out for being a creep all those years ago, I’ll never know. Instead, I let him get between my legs too. I let him use my body for his own pleasure.

And I loved it. The four orgasms he gave me spoke for that.

It was different with Chayton. Just like it was with all of them. Chayton was bossy and sly. There were also fewer layers between us than with Tae. Chayton only had on a pair of sweatpants. I don’t even think he was wearing underwear, and me… That was the first night I went to sleep in only a T–shirt. Which meant that only those sweatpants separated us.

Something about it all was so hot to me. Chayton calling me out for being with Tae, using that to get what he wanted. Having his hands all over me… His lips, God, his lips.

I wrapped the towel around my body, and slowly peeled the door open. I cracked it just enough to look at Karma. He stared at me and I snatched the clothes from his hands. I went to slam the door shut, but he put his boot in the way. I frowned at Karma, but he didn’t care. He just shoved his way into the bathroom, his eyes never leaving mine.

I backed up until my butt hit the counter. I hugged my towel and the clothes to my chest as Karma stepped right in front of me. He was still staring, but I was much too aware that I was practically naked in front of him. And very vulnerable.

“W–w–what are you d–doing?” I stuttered angrily.

Instead of replying to me with words, Karma reached his hand up. I flinched slightly, making him hesitate. After a split second, he continued. He dragged a tendril of my wet, inky locks over my shoulder. Then he twirled it around his fingers, a smile touching his lips.

“You kept it long,” he mumbled. “Just the way we like it.”

I frowned as heat rushed to my cheeks.

“I didn’t do it for any of you,” I lied.

Truth is, I could never bring myself to cut it. No matter how many times Sean told me I should. He liked my long hair, but he thought I’d look good with a change. The only reason it wasn’t forced on me was because Sean didn’t mind it. Though, I’m sure it would have happened eventually.

“Right,” Karma replied, dropping my hair. “Get dressed, Spark. Ma’s on her way home from the airport.”