Evander/Havoc’s P.O.V.
Present: age, 25
“Yo! Havoc! You have a visitor!” Johnny called from the front of the shop.
A visitor?
I pulled my head from under the hood of the Sedan I was working on and gave Viper a look. He only shrugged at me, obviously having no idea who it would be. Part of me wondered if it was Bly, but that would be stupid. I doubt Karma’s going to let her out of the compound until Daniel and Sean are taken care of. At least not without two or more of us around. I know CG and Karma are busy all day, so it can’t be her.
Wiping my oil–covered hands on a rag, I walked to the front of the shop. I looked at the back of my visitor who was facing Johnny. She was flirting without a care in the world. Johnny was clearly annoyed before he looked up at me. A smirk fell on his lips just as my visitor
turned around to see me.
“Havoc!” Nikki shouted happily, prancing over to throw her arms around me and kiss my cheek. Johnny was chuckling to himself, probably amused that Nikki thought her acting was good. She wants my patch, and bad. Hell, I think she’ll take any brother’s patch at this point, but I’m top of her list.
Which is why Alex said that shit about the three of them the other night. About them wearing our patches soon. Karma was furious about that shit. Put all four of them in their place before banning the three of them for a week and putting Snapper on bathroom clean–up for a week. Apparently, these girls never learn.
I grabbed Nikki’s arms and yanked her off of me.
“What are you doing here, Nikki?” I asked rudely.
“I came to see you, of course,” she replied, trying to give me a sultry look. “I got banned for a week and I felt like that was too long to stay away from you. You know you miss my pussy
Havoc.”
God, not after tasting Bly, I don’t. Hell, one look into those electric eyes after all these years and I want no one else. I can’t stand it. It drives me insane.
However, I can’t keep running from my feelings. Especially if Bly is going to openly tease me the way she was. Or the guys trying to put us in situations. It’s only gotten worse now that Psycho has fucking lost it. The man is more obsessed with Bly now than I’ve ever seen him. He never stops touching her or whisking her away to a dark corner.
I know what happened between them and CG. I know that Blythe sucked them off. I know that she let them eat her sweet pussy. I know everything because those fuckers never stop talking about it. And I’m supposed to want Nikki now?
“Get lost Nikki. Don’t show up here again,” I said, waving her off.
I turned to walk back into the garage, but Nikki grabbed my arm, stopping me.
“Wait, really? I mean… I came all the way here,” she said, giving a small laugh. “I’m one of your sister’s best friends. Can’t you… take a chance on me?”
“A chance?” I asked with a raised brow.
Johnny was sitting at the counter, watching the show with glee in his eyes.
“Yeah, like… coffee or… dinner maybe?” She suggested, smiling at me.
“You want me to take you out on a date?” I asked her incredulously.
“Well, yeah, we like each other-”
I scoffed, interrupting her.
“No, we don’t,” I said. “You like me. That’s it. I’ve told you that countless times. We fucked a few times, but that’s all it was, Nikki. Karma just banned you from the club for overstepping. Don’t make me have him kick you out for life.”
“You guys wouldn’t do that,” she countered, smirking. “Everly would be devastated.”
“Everly can either get over it or leave with you,” I stated, making Johnny snort. As soon as Dev told Johnny everything because the little fucker overhears too much, Johnny switched to Team Blythe. Not that I’m complaining. We should all be Team Blythe.
“You’d… kick out your own twin sister?” Nikki asked incredulously.
“If her and her friends keep overstepping, then yeah,” I replied flatly.
Nikki suddenly narrowed her eyes at me.
“Is this because of her?” She asked, and we all knew exactly who ‘her‘ was. “It is, isn’t it?”
“No, Nikki, this is about you not knowing your fucking place,” I ground out.
Nikki clicked her tongue as she narrowed her eyes at me.
“She’s seducing you,” she stated like it was a fact set in stone. “She’s taking advantage of the fact that you’re step–siblings and seducing you. I know it probably feels good in that taboo sort of way, but Havoc… the girl is a monster. I told you I saw her poppin‘ pills. She’s so mean to me and Ev any time we see her. She acts completely different when you guys aren’t around. You really going to choose her over me?”
I stared at Nikki’s pouting face as one thought circled around in my head.
How the hell could I have ever fallen for this before?
It was just like Everly. Exactly like her. The whiny voice, fake tears and pouting, manipulative words. An act that is as clear as day, and the worst part? It gave me flashbacks of my twin. A twin that makes me sick right now.
“Yeah,” I finally said after a long moment.
“Yeah?” Nikki asked, confused.
“Yeah, I choose her over you,” I stated, shrugging like it was no big deal. Nikki’s jaw dropped in disbelief. “She’s everything I’ve ever wanted and… seducing me or not… I think I’ll keep her. You though… you either learn your fucking place or you’ll disappear, Nikki.” I threatened her, my voice growing darker. “I ain’t letting anyone else hurt Blythe, you hear me? Now get the fuck out of my shop.”
Nikki gulped before scurrying out the door, her heels clicking as she went. I sighed when she was finally out the door, and it slammed shut. Johnny was smiling at me, leaning against the counter.
“No,” I replied honestly. “Karma called them and told them to stay away from a couple more weeks. He wanted to try to get you less scared before you saw her. Angie doesn’t even know you’re here yet. Dad plans to tell her the day they come home.”
“R–really?” she asked.
“Yeah, Dimples, really,” I said, kissing the top of her head.
“Havoc…” she whispered.
“Yeah, love?” I mumbled, brushing my lips across her silky hair.
“Do you think my mom hates me?” She asked softly in a voice so broken it made me wince.
Fuck, this is all my fault.
“Angie loves you more than anything, baby,” I told her.
“I thought she loved Everly more,” she admitted sadly.
“Not a chance,” I said, “Angie felt bad for us, tried to fill that mom role, but she loved you more than life itself. Think about it, baby. You remember how amazing your mom was to you. Ev just… manipulated a lot of things. If you won’t give us a chance, please give her one. She deserves it more than anyone.”
“Was she really sad when I was gone?” She asked softly.
“Yeah,” I replied, nodding. “She was like a zombie. Dad was really worried. Thought we were finally gonna go kidnap you back, but… it didn’t work out.”
“Why not?” she asked.
“You’d have to ask your mom or my dad, Dimples,” I told her.
“Okay,” she mumbled before going quiet for just a moment. “Are you done avoiding me now?”
She asked.
I want to be. I want to tell her everything and beg for forgiveness. But I can’t force the words out.
“Let’s just get you to bed for now,” I said instead.
I’m such a coward.

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