The Alpha Train (Christina and Sebastian) novel Chapter 187

Chapter 119: Sebastian

Sebastian

It’s practically impossible to avoid someone in the small confines of the Train, but somehow, Christina manages it for the first few days.

However, after saying goodbye to Benjamin, Daniel, and Mia, there are only five of us left. It doesn’t take a lot of effort on my part to find Christina alone. Without a word, I take her hand and pull her to my room.

“Sebastian…” she sighs, but I ignore her until the door is closed.

Then I turn and press her against the wall, caging her with my hands on either side of her face.

“You don’t get to tell me how I feel, Christina. You don’t get to decide who I love or how much I love them,” I growl.

I was never forceful with Suzanne. I never pushed myself on her. I was always gentle, letting her know that she didn’t have to accept whatever I was asking of or giving to her. But Christina isn’t Suzanne, and I’ve never treated her like she was. So, I take what I want. If she doesn’t want it, she’s strong enough to push me off her.

I grab her hair and slam my lips against hers. I’m not gentle. The kiss is dominant and forceful. I put every bit of torment I’ve been feeling for the past week and a half into the kiss, devouring her mouth and reclaiming it as mine.

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I feel her resistance at first and then the dam breaks. Tears begin streaking down her cheeks as her arms come around me before she greedily begins kissing me in return. I swallow her sobs as she gives herself to me.

I rip her clothes off and turn, pushing her backward toward my bed. She rakes her claws down my shirt, shredding it and pushing it off me, her hands groping me as greedily as mine are with her. She undoes my belt and pushes my pants down. I’ve barely kicked them aside before I lift her. Her legs wrap around me as I change directions and slam her against the wall, bottoming out inside her in one thrust.

“You are mine,” I growl, brutally thrusting into her. She clings to me, still sobbing as her inner walls begin to flutter around me.

“MINE!” I say, finally letting go of the words that I’ve been holding back for weeks.

She throws her head back against the wall as her first orgasm hits her hard. Her fucking body is so tight, her muscles contracting so hard around my cock that it feels like her body is begging me to empty inside her. So I do. But I don’t slow my thrusts, and I stay hard, pushing her to continue her orgasm.

“Sebastian,” she cries, half sob, half cry of pleasure.

I force her to stay on this high until I decide she can come down. I feel desperate to remind her who can bring her this kind of pleasure. Only one person. Only me.

I’ve just let her start to come down when I slide out, push her legs to the ground and spin her around. Kicking her legs apart, I pull her hips to me and slam into her. Almost instantly, I have her coming again.

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“Mine! Do you hear me, Christina? You. Are. Mine!”

When she doesn’t answer, I grab her by the hair and pull her body up to mine.

“Do. You. Hear. Me?” I growl in her ear, accentuating each word with a hard thrust into her warm, soaked pussy.

“Yes,” she says.

“Good. Then let me show you what I do with what’s mine,” I growl.

I spend the rest of the night making her come, forcing her to stay on her high long after she begs me to let her down, forcing her body up and over again even when she says she can’t take any more. I know I’m punishing her for hurting me, but before I leave this train, I need her to know that she’s mine. It’s like I’m branding myself on her body, so she won’t forget in the week we’re apart.

When I finally let her come down, the sun is rising, and I know I don’t have long before I have to leave the Train. I need to talk to Ryan. I need to let him know my plan and hope that he understands that I need to do this for me.

I hold her quivering body in my arms. Her tears have long since dried up, but the streaks are still clear on her face.

“I love you. Don’t ever question that. Did it ever occur to you that I said Suzanne’s name in my sleep because I love you as much as I loved her? Because I do. You’re not her, but I’m also not the man I was when I met her. I’m different. I need a different kind of woman in my life, Christina. I know you and I have things we need to take care of at home this week. You need to talk to

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Dane, and I need to talk to Ryan. But when we get back on this Train in a week, we’re going to sit down and talk about

everything. We’re going to clear the air you are damn well going. to let me have my say,” I growl.

I know she’s exhausted. I made sure of it, so when she only nods, I leave it at that.

I hold her for a while, then I carry her into the shower, bathing her and washing her hair while she holds on to me to keep from swaying. Neither of us says anything, and when I’m done, I put one of my shirts on her and tuck her into my bed.

I kiss her forehead and sit beside her, stroking her hair until she falls into a deep sleep. When I feel the train slowing, I gather my bags, kiss her one more time, and head out. Jo is getting off at this stop with me and as we say goodbye to Haley and Will, I let them know that Christina is sleeping.

“Let her sleep,” I tell them. Will watches me but doesn’t say anything.

“I’ll see you soon,” I tell him.

“I hope so,” he says.

“Good luck at Tyler’s birthday party,” I tell Haley.

“Thank you, Alpha.”

When I get off the Train, I go to the car that Ryan sent for me, nodding to his warrior.

“Welcome back, Alpha.” He’s an older warrior, someone who was a strong warrior when I was Alpha.

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“Thank you.” For once I don’t say it’s good to be home. Home is now where Christina is and as we pull away from the train station, my eyes stay glued to the train as it pulls away.

One week. One week before I see her again.