Brother’s Best Friends Are My Mates novel Chapter 43

Lia

On the fourth day, my mind had cleared. I stared at the ceiling, my face bright red. How had this happened to me? How had I done this?

Not that it wasn’t a lovely memory.

I thought back to every second of the five of us together somehow. They were attentive, making sure that I was taken care of. The feel of their hands on my body and them inside me was something I don’t think I could ever forget.

This was never supposed to happen. I wasn’t supposed to go into heat and nor was I supposed to have sex with them. But we had.

When an omega went into heat or an alpha into a rut, there was only one way to solve it. This was what my mates had done. In the future, I would make sure that I was not off my suppressants.

However, it wasn’t like I intended to be off them! It was a series of circumstances that had led to me trying to scramble around to get suppressants at the last minute. Thank god it didn’t end with me getting pregnant!

After I woke up, I texted Simone asking if she was around. She got back to me, wanting to know if I was okay before getting into the more serious questions. I was ready for it.

Okay, I’m ready. Spill. What happened? How are you feeling? -S

I don’t even know where to start. I’m completely losing it right now. -L

Deep breaths, girl. Start from the beginning. Did they- -S

No bites. But… everything else happened. Everything, Simone. And now I don’t know how to feel. -L

Oh. Ohhh. So, you’re saying… you and all four of them? -S

Yes! All four of them. Together. It was like… like I couldn’t stop myself. Like my body had a mind of its own. –L

That’s the heat, Lia. It’s intense. And with four alphas drawn to you? I’m surprised you didn’t combust. -S

I feel like I did. And now that it’s over, I’m freaking out. What does this even mean? They didn’t claim me, but it’s like… I’m tied to them now. -L

Okay, first of all, not being bitten means you still have control. It’s not official until you decide it is. You’ve got time to figure this out. -S

Do I, though? It feels like they’re everywhere. Their scents are all over me. I can still feel their hands, their… everything. -L

Yeah, that’ll stick for a while. Part of the bond forming. But you don’t have to rush this. You have the right to set boundaries. –

S

Boundaries? How do I set boundaries with the guys? They’re being so… different now. Sweet, almost. It’s confusing. -L

Of course, they’re sweet. They’re your mates. They’re feeling the bond too, and they’re going to be protective and attentive. That’s how it works. -S

It’s too much. How do I deal with this? -L

One day at a time. Start by talking to them. Lay out how you’re feeling and what you need. If they care about you-and they should-they’ll respect that. -S

I can’t even look at them right now. Every time I see them, I feel like I’m going to crawl out of my skin. -L

Then don’t rush it. Take a step back if you need to. They’ll understand. And if they don’t, I’ll personally come over and knock some sense into them. -S

You always know how to make me laugh, even when I feel like my life is spiraling out of control. -L

That’s what I’m here for. And Lia? You’ve got this. It’s overwhelming now, but you’re stronger than you think. You’ll figure it

out. -S

I hope so because right now, I just feel lost. -L

That’s normal. But you’re not alone. You’ve got me. And whether you want to punch them or accept them, I’ll be here every step of the way. -S

I dropped my phone on the bed, deciding I needed to clean up. It took more effort than I wanted to admit to climb out of bed, but I did. When I got downstairs, I saw all four of my future mates sitting around with breakfast ready. They looked like a bunch of eager puppies, ready to please.

“Hey guys,” I greeted, feeling a blush rise to my cheeks. “I think we need to talk about what happened.”

Simone’s voice was gentle but firm as she stood by the door, watching me.

“As ready as I’ll ever be,” I whispered.

She stepped closer, searching my face. “You sure? After everything…”

I nodded, swallowing hard. “I know. It’s time to go back. I can’t hide forever.”

Simone’s hand brushed my shoulder gently. “Okay. If you need to talk, or leave early-I’m right there. You’re not doing this alone.”

I exhaled shakily. “Thanks. Really.”

“Do you want Music? Something chill?”

“Yeah. Soft, please.”

I stared out the window, my voice barely above a whisper. “It just feels… weird. Like everyone’s going to stare.”

Simone gave me a sideways glance. “Let them. You’re stronger than they are. They don’t know your story. You don’t owe anyone anything.”

I nodded slowly, pressing my palms together to keep them from trembling. “Yeah. You’re right. Still scared though.” Simone smiled softly, reaching over to squeeze my hand. “Scared but showing up? That’s brave, Lia.”

The school building loomed ahead and normally I wouldn’t be scared by it, but this time I was. My stomach twisted tighter.

“Together?” My voice was small, hopeful.

Simone’s grip tightened gently. “Always.”

We sat there a moment longer, the music playing softly as the morning light spilled across the dashboard. Finally, I took a deep breath and opened the car door, ready to face whatever came next.