IRIS.
I had no idea how long I was in the Alpha’s arms, just clinging to him and enjoying that he was holding me close, until I remembered we needed to be somewhere. We had to move, or else we might have had to skip breakfast.
I told him I needed to go back to my room to change my underwear so we could start our day. He helped me to my feet, and I rushed out of his room without waiting for him to say anything.
I felt embarrassed and exhilarated at the same time.
Embarrassed because I was the one who initiated the act, and exhilarated because the Alpha didn’t turn me down. The fact that he held me in his arms after we both had our release spoke volumes about how he could be really gentle if he wanted to.
Also, while I was giving him a blow job, I intentionally stopped midway. For some reason, I wanted to know if his kindness towards me was just an act.
Constantine had told me I gave him the best blow job he ever had. I suppose that when someone is trapped in a marriage where they feel they must please their husband to avoid being hit, they will do their best to excel in every aspect. That was my life. There were many times when I was worn out and couldn’t perform. All the time, he would hit me because I wasn’t giving him my best.
For some reason, I tried it with Alpha Draco. I stopped when he was at the brink of euphoria, waiting for him to shout at me or, worse, hit me for delaying his gratification. But instead of anger, he asked me if I was okay and gently massaged my throat.
Again, he was the only one I remembered who had asked me if I was okay, and the gentleness of his act made me feel special.
How could I not fall for him?
He was perfect in every way. The only thing was, he doesn’t love me yet. I still had a long way to go, but I wasn’t complaining. As long as there were no other women around, I would be okay.
After I cleaned myself and changed my underwear, I rushed out of my room only to find the Alpha outside, leaning against the wall and already dressed for the day.
“Alpha…” I smiled as I closed my door.
“Are you ready?” He asked and pushed himself off the wall.
I nodded. “Is my dress okay? It’s the only decent one I have. The others are too plain.”
“It’s perfect.” He replied before cocking his head to the side and walking ahead of me. “Let’s go.”
“Alpha…” I was trying to walk faster and take larger steps to keep up with him.
“Hmmm…”
“Are we not allowed to hold hands later?” I asked.
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