Chapter 103
Alfreds POV
After staring at Vanessa, I decided to give her a body massage. She needed it. I needed it. I wanted to touch her body and find her ticklish spots, and maybe discover areas that turned her on. This was a way for me to learn her body. I have not taken the time to do that. I already knew all the original spots that turn females on. But I wanted to know my mate. Where to touch her to get her turned on, so I did not do it in public, and also where she was ticklish. Also, I wanted to relieve her pain. I know that too much medicine is not good for anybody, especially pregnant women. My mother would use natural herbs and other remedies. She would almost always find natural remedies.
I will ask my mother to send some things for Vanessa. I walked up behind her and started to rub her shoulders. She was so tense. Poor thing, she has spent her life getting abused and mistreated.
“Let’s go to the bedroom so I can give you a massage.”
I then picked her up and carried her to the room, where I sat her on the bed. She stood up and started to undress. I walked up behind her and began to trace my finger along her scars. I was still in disbelief that someone could inflict such pain on an innocent child. All these marks on her back were from stupid things. Things that would irritate someone but not call for a beating. Additionally, her own father had done this to her. He was a strong person, and I knew he would swing that whip as hard as he could. I growled low and in my throat so as not to upset her. She was already ashamed of her scars. She had no right to be. If I had found her sooner, then half of these scraps would not be there.
* If I had found you sooner, little one.”
* What matters is that you found me.”
She never seemed to get upset about the past, even though she had every right to. She was always patient and took everything in stride. I had no idea how she could be so sweet and kind. While she was undressing, I went and turned on the bath water. I got it a little hotter than I was supposed to. But that was to help her relax. I then picked her up and carried her to the bathroom. Carrying her naked was hard because I wanted to make love to her. But this was not about my needs or wants. It was about her needs. She slid down my body, and that was sweet torture. She will never know the impact she has on me. She is so beautiful and she has the voice of an angel. Our baby was lucky to have her as their mother.
While she was relaxing in the bathtub, I went and got the lotion and massage oil that I would use to massage her. I also lit some candles. I ensured the room temperature was warm. If I did my job right, she would fall asleep during the massage. If she hadn’t fallen asleep during it, then she would be really relaxed. Either way, she would be resting. That’s what I wanted her to do: rest today. Tomorrow she can exercise and do whatever she wants. The battle that was coming was going to be really stressful. She would need as much rest as possible. I was not going to leave her here by herself. The baby was due in a couple of months, and she would need me. Most she-wolves struggled during labor if their mate was not with them. I did not want that for Vanessa.
I had not heard water splashing around in the bathtub in a while. I went to check, and she was asleep in the tub. I stood by the bathroom door for a moment, admiring the view. Her steady breathing would make her breasts go up and down. She sighed in her sleep. This was going to be more complicated than I thought. I could feel my cock getting hard already. When I finish this task, I will need to take care of myself. However, I was going to try damn hard to control myself. As much as I wanted to kiss her all over and make out with her, I was going to control my impulses.
I walked over to the tub and shook her awake. I then helped her out of the tub, dried her off, and then carried her to bed. I had her lie on her stomach first, and then I started to work on her back. I hit several sore spots, and the first sore spot that I hit, she almost jumped off the bed and started to cry. This was not going as planned. She was not supposed to cry. It was supposed to help her relax. After I worked through the knots she had in her muscles, she began to relax. It was refreshing to see her completely relaxed. I have never seen this relaxed. She had her eyes closed while I was massaging her. Seeing her bare butt, I wanted to caress it. I had to shut my mind down to the urges I had quickly. This was meant to relax her and not make love to her.
I massaged the back of her thighs and her calves. I then had her roll over to her back so I could start rubbing her front side, I had her sit up a little so I could have her head in my lap. Again, I could feel my cock growing hard. This is proving to be very challenging. I wanted to suck on those perfectly round nipples. I finished massaging her. I kept having to adjust myself all the time. I was glad that I was done massaging her. She sat up on the bed and held out her hand to me. She gently pulled me towards her and she kissed me. I returned the kiss. I could no longer hold back. I started to finger her pussy. I kissed her on the neck. Then kissed a trail down to her pussy. We then made love.
She was not as tight as she usually was. Probably because she was so relaxed, she did not have to be tense. She still felt amazing. After making love, I went and got some warm water and washed her. I made sure she was clean. Then I took a shower. After I got done, I walked into our room, and she was asleep. She didn’t even bother to cover herself. She was lying on her side, completely naked. Her baby bump was starting to show. I wanted to know how big the baby would be. She was already showing. But that did not surprise me; she was tiny. So it was only natural she showed sooner or later.
However, she was still beautiful no matter what. I will make sure to be careful when we make love. No really rough sex until the baby is born.
Lucia Morh is a passionate storyteller who brings emotions to life through her words. When she’s not writing, she finds peace nurturing her garden.

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