The Alpha's Unwanted Omega Mate novel Chapter 12

Chapter 12

Chapter 12

(TW: s**cide)

Daisy

The first thing I feel when I wake up the next morning is pain. I groan faintly and sit up slowly. I look around the room. blankly for a moment then see my clothes tossed onto the floor. I pale and look down at myself to see I’m naked and covered in marks.

I start to breathe heavily as I panic and see blood on the sheets too. I lost my virginity because I was raped. Now what? Who was with me? Grayson? No, he just found his mate! Then who?!

I tremble and slowly get up my waist, back, and core very painful. I even have a bad taste in my mouth so I don’t even want to know what I put in there. Who could have done this to me? Why? Was it just one man or multiple?

I quickly put my clothes on and stumble out of the room. It’s still just before dawn and no one is around. I woke up alone too so after whoever was done, he left me alone like used trash. I don’t know if I should be angry or depressed.

I hurry out of the house as fast as I can through the pain and make it over to the pack doctor’s house. I quickly knock and hold myself. I must look like a mess but I need his help. He’ll be able to right? The guy or guys who did this to me have to be punished!

I knock again and Jim answers the door. His long brown hair is swept back and his green eyes behind his glasses show annoyance. “What is it?” He looks me over and frowns. “What brings you by, Omega Daisy?” he asks with a raised eyebrow.

I tremble and swallow hard. “M-May I come in?” I stammer out. He looks annoyed but lets me in any way. I must have woken him up. Once the door shuts behind me, I bite my lip. How should I start this?

“Well? I was up late last night so I’d rather this be quick.” Jim says in a clipped tone. Luckily I’m used to this sort of attitude or I’d back out.

“I-I was raped last night,” I say and Jim frowns. “I-I don’t know who it was! But I drank something then got really hot… I said no. I remember saying no but… then I woke up alone… naked and in pain.” Tears start to drip down my face as it hits me.

I was violated in the first possible way. Even if I’m an Omega, consent is consent! Whoever did this is a monster who needs to be punished!

“And you don’t remember who you were with?” Jim asks carefully. “Or who gave you the drink? Any details would be useful.” His tone sounds off but I answer.

“N-no I don’t remember… who did this to me… Gamma Grayson gave me the drink… but I know it’s not him… he found his mate last night.” Out of everyone, I know for sure it wasn’t him. Funny how I can trust him now.

“I see…” Jim scratches his stubble. He usually has a clean face so he must need to shave soon. “Any other details? And what sort of help do you want exactly?” He almost sounds… bored which confuses me.

“N-no… I blacked out when he got onto the bed with me…” I stammer and swallow. “I-I don’t know… what medicine do you give for this? A morning-after pill?” His eyes flash at that but I continue. “Everything hurts too so… a pain pill? Cream? I don’t know… I-it was my first time so…”

I have no idea what I need. I wish I could talk to somebody about this but what can I say? Who will understand me? My hands tremble as I look at the ground. What am I supposed to do now?

“Omega Daisy… just because you regret what happened doesn’t mean you can tell rape,” Jim says after a moment. I shoot my head up eyes wide. Wait what?! Does he think I’m lying?

Jim runs a hand through his hair. “I don’t know why you’re doing this but please just stop. This will make it harder for those who get assaulted in the future. I never thought of you as someone who lies.”

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Chapter 12

My heart sinks and the world around me starts to spin. “W-Why…?” I whisper. “Why don’t you believe me? This is the truth! I never wanted this!” I feel like I’m swaying on my feet. This can’t be happening right now!

Jim scoffs and shakes his head. “How am I to believe you? You’ve been known as an amazing actress in the pack, even lying about being attacked by the Luna. For all I know, you seduced more than one man into bed just to scheme and frame someone.” He pauses as he sees the look on my face. “Daisy…?”

My world shatters around me. This is how people see me then. I’m just a useless yet scheme Omega who would sleep with anyone and cry rape. I tremble before turning and racing out of Jim’s house. “Daisy!” He calls after me but I ignore him.

I make it home and go into the shower. As the water hits me, I stare at nothing. Everything feels meaningless to me. My family hates me, my mate rejected me, no one believes me, everyone sees me as a slut already, and I’m nothing. I’m useless and disgusting.

After some time, I lock myself in the bathroom and sit in the tub. As water fills it up, I close my eyes. What’s the point of living? Why was I born? Why do I have to suffer?

I never meant to nearly kill my mother. I didn’t ask to be an Omega either. I did my best to stay in the background so I didn’t bring dishonor to my family.

I only wanted to be loved. I love my parents, my sister, and my pack. So why do they treat me this way? The Moon Goddess must hate me to punish me this much. Even my mate wants nothing to do with me. He chose my perfect twin over something as disgusting as me.

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